when every tiny little detail counts.
when your brain tells you you're reading too much into it.
when your heart tells you to dive head first into it.

the pursuit for romance.
the mindless chase.
to love like you've never loved before.

cupid's got me in a chokehold.
can you feel it?
my heart just skipped a beat.
my breathing stops when i'm around you.

but i want you to take it all away.
before i fall in love with you.

and i'll try to hide it again.

pinned down by love.

i feel like running, but i can't move.

il est dans le blanc

whatever happened to balls of determination?
i wanted you to be mine, but i guess it was just another one sided thing.
at least i knew i tried.
cause life ain't no fucking bed of roses.

seeing your best friends get married,
wouldn't that be nice ;D

What would you do for love?

run with me.

ah, after watching "The Mist", i realized how true this quote was.

Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day;
teach a man to fish and he will eat for a lifetime;
give a man religion and he will die praying for a fish.

how religion poisons everything,
how desperation can make a man's mind weak,
how the fragile mind can lead man into doing irrational things, like performing sacrifices for their imaginary friend.

any way, the movie was pretty good actually, just that they decided to fuck the ending up. but then again, that's the recent trend for movies ain't it?

my ankle hurts like a bitch.
Mr. Smarty Pants, aka Kenneth Seah, decided to hop and dance around like a fool.
he said he was too happy to be bothered, so, he injured his sprain.
but it wasn't serious, so he went back, showered, lost his balance, and landed on his sprain.
now, that is serious shit.

hippedy hoppedy

hello ankle, why did you give way?

she's my heart attack.
i swear it's going to kill me some day.

fuck e-learnings.
and i've got a test to study for.
it's 2am already, the test's at 8am, and i haven started.

HALLELUJAH!

what happened to Mr Democracy?

he became Mr Autocrat.

i'm a liar

i've never felt like a bigger asshole in my entire life.
of all dreams, this one had to come through.
if there's one thing i can't stand, it's losing, and this time, i lost to myself.
and please tell me i'm not losing to love.
it's déjà vu, the exact regret and remorse.
can you smell it?

my pants are on fire.

teach me how to give up.

i know it looks gay. what can i say, i was really happy!
you can laugh, but it's the best birthday i've ever had.

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

Atheism: A non-prophet organization.

Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day;
teach a man to fish and he will eat for a lifetime;
give a man religion and he will die praying for a fish.

Ouran High School Host Club

1. Your chest hurts when you think about this person
2. If this person is happy, then you are also happy.
3. When he smiles, you feel like crying.
4. You distinguish his voice better than other people's.
5. You think this person is respectable in many ways.
6. You want to become this person's strength.

Conclusion:

You are in love with him.

HELLO NEMO!

if there's a night to be emo, it'll have to be tonight.
i looked through all of the photos, from yuling's to pam's.
hmmm, but, i'm not emo.
HAHA, dumb shit.
i'm actually quite glad, for whatever reason.
i guess it's good that we're all still friends, which would explain why i'm smiling like a fool to my laptop again.

oh well, i was talking to shuqin about it, and looking through the pictures at the same time.
i wonder, if i'll ever do such foolish things again, those sweet little memories.
i guess i'll only know when the time comes!

oh, and i had a little bit of retail therapy today.
and i have to admit, that it was quite an impulsive one.
ah, too impulsive i guess.
i picked stuffs, look at my dad, he'll say it's not bad and say i can buy it if i want it.
and the next moment, it's on the counter.
bought quite a few items today, ah, with that money, my dad could have bought a PSP for my brother =x
heh, and it's gonna be more shopping for this week!
it's our last chance any way -.- and i still have stuffs to buy.
like, new shoes, and maybe a couple of tees, and maybe a couple of pants, and maybe a pair of berms, and... ... i think that's all at the moment HAHAHA.

and i'm off to bed!
8am classes can be such drags.

granny: wah, meimei wear until so nice, want to go where?
nef: she going to act in 881

:D

run when I tell you to.

my stomach's acting like a bitch.
somebody please put her on a leash.
tell me it's not ending.

The Holy Hand Grenade

HALLELUJAH
say BOOOOOM

To-Do List
WISP Los Angeles Riots
ITI South Korea Tour Presentation
DCI M-Business Plan
MEC GE Report
ERP PBL
Navision
Define topics for Target Test
Set questions for Target Test
Get X-Ray results
Get my fucking 4GB Sandisk MSPD

to love and be loved.

he's a weird one
he enjoys doing work late into the night, when everybody else is sleeping.
Good morning, and it's time for bed!