I'LL KILL YOU IF I HAD TO TELL YOU

2011-10-03T10:07:00.006+08:00

if words can be used to describe my love for you...

...then it would be one that is not worth mentioning.

2011-01-25T03:42:00.001+08:00

the wrong thing I did right, that became the best thing in my life.

2010-12-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

I love you, but not forever...

...just for the rest of my life.

2010-10-18T03:07:00.002+08:00

stuck at the hip.

2010-10-16T12:19:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry, I know I can live without you...

...but I don't want to.

2010-10-11T02:28:00.002+08:00

I'm yours.

2010-09-27T20:11:00.001+08:00

I have never loved anyone, the way I love you.

goodbye my secret valentine.

2010-09-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

let's be happy...

...forever.

2010-08-29T01:49:00.001+08:00

I gave up on giving up some time ago.

2010-08-27T02:46:00.001+08:00

c'est amour ♥

2010-08-08T05:48:00.001+08:00

perhaps love was never meant to be rational.

2010-08-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

because I don't want to be mad at you any more.
I don't want to fight you, love.

2010-08-02T22:38:00.001+08:00

"How can I move on when I'm still in love with you."

2010-07-20T13:17:00.001+08:00

I'll keep trying, cause that's what I said I would do.

fill in the blanks

2010-07-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

it's simple, because I ____ you.

2010-06-18T21:48:00.001+08:00

don't worry love, i'll definitely catch you.

2010-05-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

never in my life has it ever felt so right to be wrong.

2009-12-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

like a shard of glass, the more you hold onto it, the more it hurts.

merry bloody christmas

2009-11-02T09:32:00.001+08:00

one heart, two people, three words.

2009-10-09T20:13:00.002+08:00

Because of you, I am in pain,
because of you, I know what love is.
Because of you, the world spins,
because of you, it rains.

Because of you, I am so deeply, madly in love.

2009-10-03T00:03:00.001+08:00

I had a dream, that actually, you were the one that's waiting for me.
but we all know dreams don't come true.

2009-07-25T22:29:00.001+08:00

today, i'm going to tell her i love her.
and today, my sweetheart left me.

2009-07-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

parce que je t'aime.

2009-07-19T12:25:00.001+08:00

Triangle
+
Jellybean

=

HEART

2009-05-21T23:09:00.001+08:00

it's not a matter of whether you can do it or can't,
it's about doing it or not.

2009-05-10T04:18:00.000+08:00

almost, he'd be dead.

2009-04-30T17:10:00.004+08:00

when you feel like there's hope, you feel like you can change the world.
but when the world isn't enough.

2009-04-26T20:03:00.002+08:00

And yet, to say the truth, reason and love keep little company together nowadays.

William Shakespeare
-A Midsummer Night's Dream

2009-04-11T02:57:00.000+08:00

I have a really bad feeling about tomorrow.

2009-03-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

love hurts,
but it's the pain that makes us feel alive.

2009-03-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

IED - Intermittent Explosive Disorder

2009-02-27T20:44:00.001+08:00

i hesitated.

2009-02-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

my silver bayonet.

2009-02-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

"When you are honest, people cheat on you.
But be honest any way."

2009-02-15T14:11:00.002+08:00

Good Morning SGT Kenneth Seah!
Good Afternoon SGT Kenneth Seah!
Good Evening SGT Kenneth Seah!

Damn, i can get used to this.

2009-02-09T15:35:00.001+08:00

one more week, one more week.
Then it'll be all over.

2009-02-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

I'm spending valentines with an ugly tank.

2009-01-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

you, you, you, you and you.

2009-01-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a horrible week.
i feel like throwing up already.

2009-01-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

why do people seek companionship?

2009-01-01T11:42:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!
to be unavailable.

2009-01-01T04:41:00.001+08:00

you think you know me.

but actually, nobody really knows what i'm thinking,
cause i won't tell ;)

2008-12-26T20:50:00.001+08:00

this is why dreams are important ;)

2008-12-26T18:21:00.002+08:00

there comes a time when you have to do the right thing,
even if you don't want to.

2008-12-21T01:31:00.001+08:00

yesterday, today, tomorrow, everyday.

2008-12-20T14:29:00.001+08:00

Kenneth needs to go for an anger management course.

2008-12-08T16:46:00.001+08:00

to all irresponsible parents out there, fuck you.
please hold your kids' hands when they're beside a road you fucking arseholes.

2008-11-22T03:16:00.002+08:00

what's the scariest thing that has ever happened to you?

I was driving along the highway, alone, cruising slightly above the limit, i saw something in front, i saw an old man crossing the road. it was 3am.

FUCK.

2008-11-08T19:25:00.003+08:00

i'm one hell of a fussy guy.
there's probably a million things that i do not like, but one thing's for sure.
i like everything about you.

2008-11-02T19:06:00.002+08:00

spent, burnt out.
all i need now is to see your smile.

i can't explain what i'm feeling now, but it feels like shit.

2008-11-02T04:32:00.002+08:00

if i had to use one word to describe how i'm feeling now, it would be...
sick.

which goes well with the upcoming field camp!
totally excited about it, fuck.

are you there?

2008-10-29T20:13:00.003+08:00

just hearing your voice is enough to brighten up the worst days.

only time will tell.
so we'll just take our time.

2008-10-27T13:49:00.001+08:00

seeing the smile on your face made everything worth it.
the smile that never fails to make my heart melt.

2008-10-26T07:31:00.001+08:00

there's only one available seat, and it's taken.

2008-10-19T16:16:00.004+08:00

Every time I'm together with you,
it's like a lesson for me,
I'll learn something new about you.
I'll take your memories,
and keep them safe with me.
And together,
we'll make new memories,
of us,
you and me,
then let us safeguard these memories together.

2008-10-15T21:23:00.004+08:00

Wednesday - Nights out
Thursday - Nights out
Friday - Book out

WOOHOOO!

Monday - Field Camp
fuck.

2008-10-12T06:22:00.001+08:00

restrictions, i'm going pass the limits.

2008-10-05T19:22:00.000+08:00

i want to run away.

2008-10-01T07:00:00.004+08:00

"i can't stop you from what you want to think,
and neither can you stop me from what i want to think,
but i'm definitely in the right mind."

2008-09-28T10:03:00.005+08:00

a weekend filled with new words.
i went blubbing on friday, and i read mangra yesterday.

2008-09-21T23:01:00.004+08:00

first, they give you a taste of freedom, then they take all of it back.

this actually feels worse than the night before i was first enlisting.
i'm really getting sick of all of this.

if only life is like a romance novel, where one can just abandon everything and leave for a love escapade.
too bad reality is alot harsher than what they depict in books.

2008-09-20T19:58:00.004+08:00

fuck, give me my life back.
two fucking years.

i told my mom i wanted to emigrate HAHA.
i just kept rambling and rambling.
"i could study, get a job then get married."
@#$%^&?*^$#^!^%&

the system is dumb like a fuck.

2008-09-20T05:32:00.000+08:00

life waits for no one.
so let's party like we've never partied before.

2008-09-19T12:10:00.003+08:00

SISPEC

FUCK.

2008-09-11T05:11:00.008+08:00

i POP-ed yesterday.
so that's the end of the first chapter of my NSF life.
i'm gonna miss BMT life loads, it's one heck of a two months.
i'd say it was enjoyable, except for the route marches HAHA.
ah, i wonder what my new posting would be.
and, for one last time... ...

PLATOOOOOOOON FOUR,
YEAAAAAAAAA!

Raven 03/08 - CHAMPS

2008-09-11T05:04:00.003+08:00

those sugar coated, honey flavored words.

2008-08-31T05:25:00.004+08:00

it's the day of the week when you wish everything will start to go slowly,
when you don't want to go to sleep because you know you don't have much time for anything else.
yes, it's the day when buggers with no hair, LIKE ME, have to book in, AGAIN.
ah, fuck that.

though, today's been a great day!
i'm really glad we met up.
and it's time for bed.

2008-08-28T19:02:00.003+08:00

i'm in extremely good mood cause my best friends are visiting today!

YAY!
and i'm here to share the joy
;D

this is what makes the world go round.

2008-08-26T09:55:00.002+08:00

initially i was quite glad that i have a fever, cause it allowed me to go back home.
but now, i'm scared.
highest temperature recorded today morning was 39.5°C, plus i constantly feel dizzy and have a splitting headache.
what the heck is happening to me?!

2008-08-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

in love, there are no victims, only broken hearts.

2008-08-16T02:21:00.002+08:00

somehow, i feel like i'm emotionless.
maybe i am becoming heartless?
oh well, it's not important i guess.
ah, and my temper has been really bad recently.
i say it's probably because i'm tired, but that's just an excuse.

time changes everything, including people.

2008-08-10T15:16:00.004+08:00

woot, i got my phone and sim card replaced already.
and most of my contacts are intact too! :D

then all that's left is to...
BOOK IN.

2008-08-10T04:25:00.005+08:00

HI ALL!
guess what, i dropped my phone.
so kindly please text me with your numbers, and don't forget to tell me who you are!

if you're wondering what happened, it fell into a drain made of long concrete slabs that weigh a tonne. i couldn't even shift the slabs. the gap is so small that my phone can only drop in if it landed side ways, and it did just that.

LUCKY

FUCK

hopefully i'll get it replaced tomorrow, or i'll be uncontactable for the whole of next week. sweet.

2008-08-08T04:53:00.002+08:00

when the inevitable arrives, you'll be left with no choice but to flow along with it.
to put it in simpler context for fellow recruits, suck thumb.

'Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

endnote: words are only but words.

2008-07-27T13:48:00.002+08:00

if there's one thing i hate,
it'll have to be NS.

two more weeks and everything will be better, i hope.
the 6 days will be hard, but they say distance makes the heart fonder.

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them,
you are one day closer to the next time you will."

if you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you.

2008-07-10T19:04:00.001+08:00

i'm enlisting tomorrow.
and only two words can describe how i feel now.

fucked up.

2008-07-08T06:08:00.002+08:00

Margaret Mitchell
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

i think it's finally time to start walking.

2008-07-03T04:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO SINGAPORE!

Hong Kong ):

whatever!

2008-06-27T10:30:00.001+08:00

i'm leaving for five days.
i guess this would be a great escape from everything that happened.
goodbye.

2008-06-20T03:04:00.004+08:00

this is what i call a collage.

every birthday will be special.

2008-06-19T02:40:00.005+08:00

did i tell anyone that i've always wanted to drive a sports car for supper?
rev up the engine and parallel park it in front of everyone?
i did it today.

i was satisfied, except for the fact that my friend was playing techno -.-

i feed on speed.

2008-06-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

i hate being left out.
ah, what the heck.
i wonder why i'm always so affected by such things.
ROAR.

2008-06-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

would you hate me if i be selfish for a moment?

2008-06-10T00:44:00.001+08:00

a love that wavers so easily.

it makes me sick.

2008-06-05T02:12:00.004+08:00

LEVIN'S 20TH

a kiss for the birthday boy.

a very deprived birthday boy.

FOR NARNIA! [btw, if you're wondering what that is, it's because i use Darlie ;D]

sing to our heart's content.

浪花一朵朵

2008-06-03T02:53:00.001+08:00

meet the family.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you

2008-05-30T10:25:00.001+08:00

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

2008-05-30T00:33:00.001+08:00

have you ever loved someone so much that it makes you want to cry?

an undeliverable feeling.

2008-05-25T04:53:00.007+08:00

time's the cure, and the poison.

it's sad that people want to fall in love for all the wrong reasons.
they say it takes time for you to find the right one.
but most of the time people just want to rush into love, for the sake of nullifying their loneliness.
i don't want to be like that.

but you've never opened your heart to me.

i hate the feeling of being alone.
this loneliness, it's killing me.

please say you'll take my hand. we'll run away together.
just me and you.
i want to wake up and see your face lying next to mine,
and to know you're thinking of me every night before i sleep.

i like to ask for the impossible.

2008-05-24T14:56:00.001+08:00

my brother choked while drinking something just now.

brother: I ALMOST DIED!
nef: FOR WORLD PEACE!
brother: shut up.

2008-05-24T05:52:00.004+08:00

I AM WRITING MY STORY!
ok, bits and pieces of it, but hell, it's still something :D

P.S
I'M NOT SHARING ;D

2008-05-20T05:07:00.000+08:00

i'm just glad you're ok.
inexplainable fear.

2008-05-14T18:48:00.003+08:00

i feel like seeing her now.

when you feel, you'll gradually realize that all that's left is nothing but a heartache.

2008-05-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

IT'S FRI-DI-DA-DI-DAAAAAY!

2008-05-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

bewitched.
Find out why.

2008-05-06T03:04:00.010+08:00

the fool for love

i'll just stand by and watch.

sometimes, do you wonder, when you want a little of this, and a little of that,
why the hell do you want it?
when you have nothing to do, you think about dumb stuff like this, stuff that you can't find answers to.

oh well, life of an unemployed can get pretty boring.
ok, maybe not pretty boring.
it's plain fucking dull shit.

OH RIGHT, i forgot to announce to the whole world.

I AM ENLISTING.
11th July 2008.

and i got hit the other day by a friend, a close one too. not literally of course.
well, i guess i'm just being too sensitive as usual, after all,
i am kenneth.
sometimes when people just shoot their mouths off, they forget that i'm the type that catches all the bullets.
from my point of view, those words were rather harsh.
they made me feel like i'm a fucker.

ah, whatever.
i think i'm just gonna indulge myself into the world of gaming, AGAIN.
until i find another job.
*pulls out gun
TIME TO FRAG OMGWTFBBQ.
or maybe i'll just be a bookworm :D

oh, and i just feel like saying this.
love's a real pain in the ass.
and the world's full of shit.
but don't be a hater ;D

2008-05-01T17:50:00.001+08:00

i spent my entire Labour Day at home sleeping,
nursing my hang over,
from a glass of...

FRUIT PUNCH.

2008-04-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

HOLY MOTHER FUCKING SHIT.

JASON GOT INTO COMMANDO.

2008-04-23T01:28:00.001+08:00

today i asked myself, why am i always in the chase?
i couldn't find an answer.

the mindless pursuit for romance.

2008-04-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna quit drinking.

NOT.