i'm leaving for five days.
i guess this would be a great escape from everything that happened.
goodbye.

this is what i call a collage.

every birthday will be special.

did i tell anyone that i've always wanted to drive a sports car for supper?
rev up the engine and parallel park it in front of everyone?
i did it today.

i was satisfied, except for the fact that my friend was playing techno -.-

i feed on speed.

i hate being left out.
ah, what the heck.
i wonder why i'm always so affected by such things.
ROAR.

would you hate me if i be selfish for a moment?

a love that wavers so easily.

it makes me sick.

LEVIN'S 20TH


a kiss for the birthday boy.


a very deprived birthday boy.


FOR NARNIA! [btw, if you're wondering what that is, it's because i use Darlie ;D]


sing to our heart's content.


浪花一朵朵

meet the family.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

have you ever loved someone so much that it makes you want to cry?

an undeliverable feeling.

time's the cure, and the poison.

it's sad that people want to fall in love for all the wrong reasons.
they say it takes time for you to find the right one.
but most of the time people just want to rush into love, for the sake of nullifying their loneliness.
i don't want to be like that.

but you've never opened your heart to me.

i hate the feeling of being alone.
this loneliness, it's killing me.

please say you'll take my hand. we'll run away together.
just me and you.
i want to wake up and see your face lying next to mine,
and to know you're thinking of me every night before i sleep.

i like to ask for the impossible.

my brother choked while drinking something just now.

brother: I ALMOST DIED!
nef: FOR WORLD PEACE!
brother: shut up.

I AM WRITING MY STORY!
ok, bits and pieces of it, but hell, it's still something :D

P.S
I'M NOT SHARING ;D