this is why dreams are important ;)

there comes a time when you have to do the right thing,
even if you don't want to.

yesterday, today, tomorrow, everyday.

Kenneth needs to go for an anger management course.

to all irresponsible parents out there, fuck you.
please hold your kids' hands when they're beside a road you fucking arseholes.

what's the scariest thing that has ever happened to you?

I was driving along the highway, alone, cruising slightly above the limit, i saw something in front, i saw an old man crossing the road. it was 3am.

FUCK.

i'm one hell of a fussy guy.
there's probably a million things that i do not like, but one thing's for sure.
i like everything about you.

spent, burnt out.
all i need now is to see your smile.

i can't explain what i'm feeling now, but it feels like shit.

if i had to use one word to describe how i'm feeling now, it would be...
sick.

which goes well with the upcoming field camp!
totally excited about it, fuck.

are you there?

just hearing your voice is enough to brighten up the worst days.

only time will tell.
so we'll just take our time.

seeing the smile on your face made everything worth it.
the smile that never fails to make my heart melt.

there's only one available seat, and it's taken.

Every time I'm together with you,
it's like a lesson for me,
I'll learn something new about you.
I'll take your memories,
and keep them safe with me.
And together,
we'll make new memories,
of us,
you and me,
then let us safeguard these memories together.

Wednesday - Nights out
Thursday - Nights out
Friday - Book out

WOOHOOO!


Monday - Field Camp
fuck.

restrictions, i'm going pass the limits.

i want to run away.

"i can't stop you from what you want to think,
and neither can you stop me from what i want to think,
but i'm definitely in the right mind."

a weekend filled with new words.
i went blubbing on friday, and i read mangra yesterday.

first, they give you a taste of freedom, then they take all of it back.

this actually feels worse than the night before i was first enlisting.
i'm really getting sick of all of this.

if only life is like a romance novel, where one can just abandon everything and leave for a love escapade.
too bad reality is alot harsher than what they depict in books.

fuck, give me my life back.
two fucking years.

i told my mom i wanted to emigrate HAHA.
i just kept rambling and rambling.
"i could study, get a job then get married."
@#$%^&?*^$#^!^%&

the system is dumb like a fuck.

life waits for no one.
so let's party like we've never partied before.

SISPEC

FUCK.

i POP-ed yesterday.
so that's the end of the first chapter of my NSF life.
i'm gonna miss BMT life loads, it's one heck of a two months.
i'd say it was enjoyable, except for the route marches HAHA.
ah, i wonder what my new posting would be.
and, for one last time... ...

PLATOOOOOOOON FOUR,
YEAAAAAAAAA!

Raven 03/08 - CHAMPS

those sugar coated, honey flavored words.

it's the day of the week when you wish everything will start to go slowly,
when you don't want to go to sleep because you know you don't have much time for anything else.
yes, it's the day when buggers with no hair, LIKE ME, have to book in, AGAIN.
ah, fuck that.

though, today's been a great day!
i'm really glad we met up.
and it's time for bed.

i'm in extremely good mood cause my best friends are visiting today!

YAY!
and i'm here to share the joy
;D

this is what makes the world go round.

initially i was quite glad that i have a fever, cause it allowed me to go back home.
but now, i'm scared.
highest temperature recorded today morning was 39.5°C, plus i constantly feel dizzy and have a splitting headache.
what the heck is happening to me?!

in love, there are no victims, only broken hearts.

somehow, i feel like i'm emotionless.
maybe i am becoming heartless?
oh well, it's not important i guess.
ah, and my temper has been really bad recently.
i say it's probably because i'm tired, but that's just an excuse.

time changes everything, including people.

woot, i got my phone and sim card replaced already.
and most of my contacts are intact too! :D

then all that's left is to...
BOOK IN.

HI ALL!
guess what, i dropped my phone.
so kindly please text me with your numbers, and don't forget to tell me who you are!

if you're wondering what happened, it fell into a drain made of long concrete slabs that weigh a tonne. i couldn't even shift the slabs. the gap is so small that my phone can only drop in if it landed side ways, and it did just that.

LUCKY

FUCK

hopefully i'll get it replaced tomorrow, or i'll be uncontactable for the whole of next week. sweet.

when the inevitable arrives, you'll be left with no choice but to flow along with it.
to put it in simpler context for fellow recruits, suck thumb.

'Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

endnote: words are only but words.

if there's one thing i hate,
it'll have to be NS.

two more weeks and everything will be better, i hope.
the 6 days will be hard, but they say distance makes the heart fonder.

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them,
you are one day closer to the next time you will."

if you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you.

i'm enlisting tomorrow.
and only two words can describe how i feel now.

fucked up.

Margaret Mitchell
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

i think it's finally time to start walking.

HELLO SINGAPORE!

Hong Kong ):


whatever!

i'm leaving for five days.
i guess this would be a great escape from everything that happened.
goodbye.

this is what i call a collage.

every birthday will be special.

did i tell anyone that i've always wanted to drive a sports car for supper?
rev up the engine and parallel park it in front of everyone?
i did it today.

i was satisfied, except for the fact that my friend was playing techno -.-

i feed on speed.

i hate being left out.
ah, what the heck.
i wonder why i'm always so affected by such things.
ROAR.

would you hate me if i be selfish for a moment?

a love that wavers so easily.

it makes me sick.

LEVIN'S 20TH


a kiss for the birthday boy.


a very deprived birthday boy.


FOR NARNIA! [btw, if you're wondering what that is, it's because i use Darlie ;D]


sing to our heart's content.


浪花一朵朵

meet the family.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

have you ever loved someone so much that it makes you want to cry?

an undeliverable feeling.

time's the cure, and the poison.

it's sad that people want to fall in love for all the wrong reasons.
they say it takes time for you to find the right one.
but most of the time people just want to rush into love, for the sake of nullifying their loneliness.
i don't want to be like that.

but you've never opened your heart to me.

i hate the feeling of being alone.
this loneliness, it's killing me.

please say you'll take my hand. we'll run away together.
just me and you.
i want to wake up and see your face lying next to mine,
and to know you're thinking of me every night before i sleep.

i like to ask for the impossible.

my brother choked while drinking something just now.

brother: I ALMOST DIED!
nef: FOR WORLD PEACE!
brother: shut up.

I AM WRITING MY STORY!
ok, bits and pieces of it, but hell, it's still something :D

P.S
I'M NOT SHARING ;D

i'm just glad you're ok.
inexplainable fear.

i feel like seeing her now.

when you feel, you'll gradually realize that all that's left is nothing but a heartache.

IT'S FRI-DI-DA-DI-DAAAAAY!

bewitched.
Find out why.

the fool for love

i'll just stand by and watch.

sometimes, do you wonder, when you want a little of this, and a little of that,
why the hell do you want it?
when you have nothing to do, you think about dumb stuff like this, stuff that you can't find answers to.

oh well, life of an unemployed can get pretty boring.
ok, maybe not pretty boring.
it's plain fucking dull shit.

OH RIGHT, i forgot to announce to the whole world.

I AM ENLISTING.
11th July 2008.

and i got hit the other day by a friend, a close one too. not literally of course.
well, i guess i'm just being too sensitive as usual, after all,
i am kenneth.
sometimes when people just shoot their mouths off, they forget that i'm the type that catches all the bullets.
from my point of view, those words were rather harsh.
they made me feel like i'm a fucker.

ah, whatever.
i think i'm just gonna indulge myself into the world of gaming, AGAIN.
until i find another job.
*pulls out gun
TIME TO FRAG OMGWTFBBQ.
or maybe i'll just be a bookworm :D

oh, and i just feel like saying this.
love's a real pain in the ass.
and the world's full of shit.
but don't be a hater ;D

i spent my entire Labour Day at home sleeping,
nursing my hang over,
from a glass of...

FRUIT PUNCH.

HOLY MOTHER FUCKING SHIT.

JASON GOT INTO COMMANDO.

today i asked myself, why am i always in the chase?
i couldn't find an answer.

the mindless pursuit for romance.

i'm gonna quit drinking.

NOT.

Hi, my name is Kenneth Seah, I am 20,
and i aspire to be a book writer.

pre-birthday blues

oh, the usual, it happens every single year.
my mother asked me not to celebrate my birthday this year, sheesh.
it's my last birthday before i go into NS.
but then again, i don't know what to do for it either, heh.

i love birthdays, but i always dread my own whenever it's coming.
maybe i'm afraid of getting older, or something. HAHA

AND, it's monday tomorrow.
i can feel it already, monday blues hahahaha.
maybe i should just wear blue tomorrow, to get into the mood :D

ring me a party

pizza wheels says: it's A

A?

B?

C?

jack: hey nef, i'm attached.
nef: Happy April's Fool.
jack: bloody hell, why nobody believes.

my 6 days roller coaster ride.

sigh, it's yet another monday.

time to start dreading.

last night.
to sum it up, it was a hell of a wild night.

to live without obligations.

the grand finale

i'd say it was an undesired happy ending.

and guess what, i received another testimonial for my resume.
i really dislike those things.

nor formalities.

i got groped in MoS.

Chris Brown - I Wanna Be

Look.. I know we been friends for a while now
But, I just feel like I’m confessing to you
It’s gonna be hard but… Alright here it goes

Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest
And the tissue that you wiped yo face with was my hand
Girl, imagine if you needed advice about some other guy,
I’m the one that comes to mind
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I’m just a friend
Just tryna make sure I’m that body that you call yo man
And anytime you need a shoulder, it's yours night or day
What I’m tryna say is..

I wanna be, the last one that you call late at night
Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon hurt you
I.. wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah

Be the man makin yo girls jealous (Girl, I wanna be)
Be the guy sittin down on the fellas
Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover
Girl, I wanna be

Would it be cool, would you mind if I called you my boo,
What if the next whip you pushin was the one I bought for you
Can I be the one that meets yo pops and take yo mama shoppin
You’re the only one that I, have you thought about it,
Really thought about it
Maybe you should take some time, call your girls and talk about it
Cause I'm done already made up my mind
Don’t need no more time to know if I wanna be with you

I wanna be, the last one that you call late at night
I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to (wanna be that)
Wanna be the one that ain’t gon hurt you (wanna be this)
I.. wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah

Be the man makin your girls jealous (I wanna)
Be the guy sittin down on the fellas
Whatever you need,
Girl, it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover
Girl, I wanna be

Put me on your screensaver, all over your myspace and
Make me one of your file favorites, that’s where I wanna be
The one you cryin for, stayin up all night fightin for
Wanna be your good, bad, love, hate, Girl!

Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good
Ima do you right, show you right, Get this understood
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good
Ima do you right, show you right, Get this understood

I wanna be, the last one that you call late at night
first one that you dial when you open your eyes (when you open your eyes)
Wanna be the one you run to
Wanna be the one that ain’t gon hurt you
I wanna be, yeah
Wanna be, yeah

Be the man makin your girls jealous
Be the guy sittin down on the fellas
Whatever you need,
Girl, it’s all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover
Girl, I wanna be yours

Girl, I wanna be, yours
I wanna be, yours
be yours
I wanna be
be yours
I wanna be
be yours

HAHA.
i feel so sad.

doesn't really make sense when you add those two lines together huh?
but that's how i'm feeling right now :D

put on your masks for the masquerade, the facade's about to begin.

Let's go on a holiday together!

last saturday

QUIT SQUEEZING MY TITTIES!


everyone wants a piece of the drunk birthday boy


the usual lovey dovey stuff


what's that crazy mother fucker doing sitting by the road so early in the morning?


what to do next?


i know, JUMP!


READY.


JUMP!


watch me fly,


and,


land,


on my ass.


Pull


PULL!


and i got up myself -.-


Round 2!


ready,


not yet,


JUMP!


and,


this is how we spend our weekends.

14/03/08

I completed my polytechnic course.
I can remove my probation plate.

and i am on time.

"Hi. My name is Lee Yee Hong.
I am 19.
And I am a file sharer."

HAHAHA.

do you know that there are side effects to optimism?
well, i feel it every once in awhile, and i gotta admit that it does suck real bad.

been a bloody long time since i've had a nice long chat with levin.
it was like the good ol' times.
it feels good to know that there's someone to talk to, and such talks tend to put you back on track whenever you're trailing off.

the heart's strong, and the mind's weak.

and all i want to do is to fall in love, again.
to love like you've never loved before.

i realized i'm just staring blankly into the screen.

yes, i'm feeling it.
my heart attack.

and my book's coming to an end.

levin: so do you think this is luck or misfortune?
nef: misfortune.

Chris Brown - With You

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama
Oo u a stunna
Hot little figure
Yes you a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class all your own
And oh little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that your mine
You are one of a kind

And you mean to me
What I mean to you
And together baby
There is nothin we won't do
Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all

And oh
I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can't be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you

Ooh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you theres no one left and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I can not wait now
Hey little shorty
Say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything

Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all

Yeah, oh
I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Know I can't be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Oh oh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Yeah

And I
Will never try to deny
That your are my whole life
Cuz if you
Ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need
Another woman
I just need
Your all or nothing
Cuz if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
They need they boo
They gotta see they boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh
I'm into you girl
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I
Now I can't be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
Ooh ooh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
With you
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you

to sum it up,

it's a bad day.

let's just breathe.

Hello Singapore.

mummy, i don't want to work.

you drive me crazy.

My Pleasure

Hello Leap Day!

i'm going on a holiday today!
in exactly 4 hours i'll be on a coach to Genting.
i'm gonna go pack now, so BYE!
and i just realized i'm born on a leap year, and strangely, i've never met someone whose birthday falls on the leap day.

P.S
i'll miss you :D

when all your plans fail...

let's just hope the interview goes fine.

and we've got it all planned out

Monday: Class Chalet. [Plan: Get drunk]
Tuesday: Class Chalet. [Plan: Get drunk]
Wednesday: Class Chalet, then MoS. [Plan: Check out with a bad hangover and party with a headache]
Thursday: Rest, Dinner [Plan: Not to die before dinner]
Friday: Genting [Plan: Go crazy on the coach, then get drunk or catch a midnight show]
Saturday: Genting [Plan: Get drunk or catch a midnight show]
Sunday: Genting [Plan: Go crazy on the coach, then crash when i'm home]

and after ALL of the fun, it's time to look for a job.

The Leap Years

Do you know that in Irish tradition, a guy cannot refuse a girl's proposal on the leap year?


It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves.

when will i find my dreamer?


If you are not too long, I will wait here for you all my life.

'Tis better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all.

we've graduated.

thanks for the memories.

the angry kid.

the worst nightmare

do you know how it feels to witness a car crash right in front of you?
half of the car gets smashed up, and someone dear to you is in that car.
and when you wake up, you don't see him beside you.

then it's time to shit your pants.

a simple question

mind or heart?

it's heart warming when people choose heart over mind.
doesn't it make you want to fall in love?
to forsake everything, ignore the whole bloody world and just live in your life of romance.
it will overcome everything, and solve all problems, that's what love is.
but it's another thing when they start to regret.

the hopeless romantic speaks.
for once, it's mind over heart.
it's really surprising honestly, but i guess sometimes the chase does get tiring, and very much dull, isn't it?
so, give up romance, and pick up something else, like bus rides, and bus rides, and bus rides.
there's nothing wrong with taking public transport, isn't it?

there's a first time for everything.

Juno's a great film, and i think Ellen Page deserves to be nominated as the Best Actress.
i just got home, felt hungry, posted a simple "supper anyone?" personal message on msn, and before you know it, we're all going for supper, AT GEYLANG.

suppers make people happy.

i'm a good kid

LYY: I REALLY DON'T LIKE YOU
nef: understandable

i don't like myself much either.
for one to falter so easily.
i lost the respect for myself.

but i've made up my mind, even if it has to be on the expense of you.


i've decided to continue writing my story.

i'm writing a story, and i'm making you my queen.

something's wrong.
something's not right.

and i'm running away, but not with you.

kenneth says

having a girlfriend like her is like having a mad german shepherd

Lunar New Year house-visiting confirmed attendance list:
Belna
Christie
Kevin
LYY
Nef
PlayBall
Wei Ling

it's time for the reunion dinner!

things to be done by tonight:

do the laundry [my personal favourite]
pack my room [another classic favourite]
reformat my bloody laptop

Final Report
Final Presentation

one down, one more to go.
and after that, it'll be Cheeeeena New Year, and...
exams -.-

and it'll be all over before you know it.
the last semester.
suddenly, i'm wishing that it'll never end.

Dear Kenneth,

please be patient and remember to breathe.
your attitude makes you unbearable and impossible to work with.
so please cooperate for two more days.

when every tiny little detail counts.
when your brain tells you you're reading too much into it.
when your heart tells you to dive head first into it.

the pursuit for romance.
the mindless chase.
to love like you've never loved before.

cupid's got me in a chokehold.
can you feel it?
my heart just skipped a beat.
my breathing stops when i'm around you.

but i want you to take it all away.
before i fall in love with you.

and i'll try to hide it again.

pinned down by love.

i feel like running, but i can't move.

il est dans le blanc

whatever happened to balls of determination?
i wanted you to be mine, but i guess it was just another one sided thing.
at least i knew i tried.
cause life ain't no fucking bed of roses.

seeing your best friends get married,
wouldn't that be nice ;D

What would you do for love?

run with me.

ah, after watching "The Mist", i realized how true this quote was.

Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day;
teach a man to fish and he will eat for a lifetime;
give a man religion and he will die praying for a fish.

how religion poisons everything,
how desperation can make a man's mind weak,
how the fragile mind can lead man into doing irrational things, like performing sacrifices for their imaginary friend.

any way, the movie was pretty good actually, just that they decided to fuck the ending up. but then again, that's the recent trend for movies ain't it?

my ankle hurts like a bitch.
Mr. Smarty Pants, aka Kenneth Seah, decided to hop and dance around like a fool.
he said he was too happy to be bothered, so, he injured his sprain.
but it wasn't serious, so he went back, showered, lost his balance, and landed on his sprain.
now, that is serious shit.

hippedy hoppedy

hello ankle, why did you give way?

she's my heart attack.
i swear it's going to kill me some day.

fuck e-learnings.
and i've got a test to study for.
it's 2am already, the test's at 8am, and i haven started.

HALLELUJAH!

what happened to Mr Democracy?

he became Mr Autocrat.

i'm a liar

i've never felt like a bigger asshole in my entire life.
of all dreams, this one had to come through.
if there's one thing i can't stand, it's losing, and this time, i lost to myself.
and please tell me i'm not losing to love.
it's déjà vu, the exact regret and remorse.
can you smell it?

my pants are on fire.

teach me how to give up.

i know it looks gay. what can i say, i was really happy!
you can laugh, but it's the best birthday i've ever had.

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

Atheism: A non-prophet organization.

Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day;
teach a man to fish and he will eat for a lifetime;
give a man religion and he will die praying for a fish.

Ouran High School Host Club

1. Your chest hurts when you think about this person
2. If this person is happy, then you are also happy.
3. When he smiles, you feel like crying.
4. You distinguish his voice better than other people's.
5. You think this person is respectable in many ways.
6. You want to become this person's strength.

Conclusion:

You are in love with him.

HELLO NEMO!

if there's a night to be emo, it'll have to be tonight.
i looked through all of the photos, from yuling's to pam's.
hmmm, but, i'm not emo.
HAHA, dumb shit.
i'm actually quite glad, for whatever reason.
i guess it's good that we're all still friends, which would explain why i'm smiling like a fool to my laptop again.

oh well, i was talking to shuqin about it, and looking through the pictures at the same time.
i wonder, if i'll ever do such foolish things again, those sweet little memories.
i guess i'll only know when the time comes!

oh, and i had a little bit of retail therapy today.
and i have to admit, that it was quite an impulsive one.
ah, too impulsive i guess.
i picked stuffs, look at my dad, he'll say it's not bad and say i can buy it if i want it.
and the next moment, it's on the counter.
bought quite a few items today, ah, with that money, my dad could have bought a PSP for my brother =x
heh, and it's gonna be more shopping for this week!
it's our last chance any way -.- and i still have stuffs to buy.
like, new shoes, and maybe a couple of tees, and maybe a couple of pants, and maybe a pair of berms, and... ... i think that's all at the moment HAHAHA.

and i'm off to bed!
8am classes can be such drags.

granny: wah, meimei wear until so nice, want to go where?
nef: she going to act in 881

:D

run when I tell you to.

my stomach's acting like a bitch.
somebody please put her on a leash.
tell me it's not ending.

The Holy Hand Grenade

HALLELUJAH
say BOOOOOM

To-Do List
WISP Los Angeles Riots
ITI South Korea Tour Presentation
DCI M-Business Plan
MEC GE Report
ERP PBL
Navision
Define topics for Target Test
Set questions for Target Test
Get X-Ray results
Get my fucking 4GB Sandisk MSPD

to love and be loved.

he's a weird one
he enjoys doing work late into the night, when everybody else is sleeping.
Good morning, and it's time for bed!