pre-birthday blues

oh, the usual, it happens every single year.
my mother asked me not to celebrate my birthday this year, sheesh.
it's my last birthday before i go into NS.
but then again, i don't know what to do for it either, heh.

i love birthdays, but i always dread my own whenever it's coming.
maybe i'm afraid of getting older, or something. HAHA

AND, it's monday tomorrow.
i can feel it already, monday blues hahahaha.
maybe i should just wear blue tomorrow, to get into the mood :D

ring me a party