it's yet another depressing New Year's eve.
somehow, i'm always stuck at home on New Year's eve, and it's horribly depressing. it really is.
and i really hate bad starts, it really ruins everything. like, you wake up from the wrong side of the bed, and your whole day will just suck. so i guess i'll probably have a bad year? heh.

you see all of your best friends and sibs engaging in all sorts of activities, and it's not like you're not invited. you are, but you can't go cause of some fucked up reason, like, you are unwell.
god dammit, i think the big guy up there enjoys playing such pranks on me.

i guess you can just shoot me.

Christmas, the season of love
can you feel it?

it's in the air.

What I do to keep myself awake
picture this,

it's 4 30am in the morning, you see a wack guy dancing in his boxers, in the middle of his dining room. he looks like he's having fun.
there could only be two reasons for this, extreme boredom, and late night studying.

i'm puzzled,
why am i feeling like this?

let's just drop everything

coolheads and krispykremes

i'll be leaving in a jet in four days.

Good Charlotte - Dance Floor Anthem

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin' on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin' it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
to the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention
looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most suckers hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin' home now
He’s tryin' to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat
To the beat
To the beat
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good

women are the most interesting
annoying creatures on this planet.
you are rushing for time, and she wants to wear stockings.
she wants you to buy her a new pair, but you tell her to wear something else.
she then gets angry and behaves like you owe her money.

and men have tempers too.

i am impulsive.

and i'm really happy because

i met all of my classmates
i met all of my attachment mates
i'm going to korea with most my classmates

and guess what, all of it happened in a single day!

we'll all go crazy, throw hotel room parties, wake up to beers, club with korean chicks, have snowballs fights, and scream till our lungs are soar in theme parks.

wouldn't it be nice, if you woke up with her beside you,
and she'll look into your eyes and just smile.

HELLO KOREA!

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus

Once upon a time Martians and Venusians met, fell in love, and had happy relationships together because they respected and accepted their differences. Then they came to earth and amnesia set in: they forgot they were from different planets.

Testimonial

Kenneth is helpful and polite boy, and pleasant to work with. He is hardworking and diligent, and shows initiative whenever appropriate. He is also very punctual for work, and dresses neatly. He is able to think out of the box, and generate ideas on the spot. Even though he is not working diretly under me, he volunteers to help and ease my workload. He is very helpful and has helped out at some of the events that were held by our company. During such events, he is very cooperative, even when he was requested to perform tasks that were out of his job scope. He, together with two other BIT interns, came up with the concept of a mini flash game and presented it to our department. The presentation was well done, and he is able to present himself well, and is able to get the point across. The game was well planned, and proves to be fun and interesting. Our company has considered commissioning the game. Furthermore, he is able to perform all tasks efficiently and effectively, and is able to meet all deadlines. He is competent when accomplishing tasks within his job scope, and is willing and able to pick up new skills when performing tasks that are out of his job scope. We believe he will be a valuable asset to any company.

what a load of shit.
HAHAHA.

can i not write my fortnightly report and final report?
PLEASE?

Facebook is interesting.

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone


emo nemo

Marvel at God's artwork

have you ever wondered what's at the other end of the rainbow?

heh, the truth is, i've always knew that it's none existence, so i've never bothered myself about it.

brace yourselves, two more weeks and you can kiss your attachment goodbye.
well, me and other colleague is planning something devious.
heh heh heh.
we'll stun everybody before we leave the organization ;D
and make it a memorable one >:)
Operation Cleopatra

oh, and we were attacked by an angry mob today.
not at all surprising.
*ting tong* Train arrving, yada yada yada, Jurong East Interchange
and the angry mob rushes out, and attempts to squeeze every ounce of shit outta your body.

WHY MEN DON'T LISTEN And Women Can't Read Maps
Most men get a brain hemorrhage after 20 minutes of shopping.

Many men think monogamy is what furniture is made of.

How to satisfy a woman everytime?Caress, praise, pamper, relish, savor, massage, fix things, empathize, serenade, compliment, support, feed, soothe, tantalize, humor, placate, stimulate, stroke, console, hug, ignore fat bits, cuddle, excite, pacify, protect, phone, anticipate, smooch, nuzzle, forgive, accessorize, entertain, charm, carry for, oblige, fascinate, attend to, trust, defend, clothe, brag about, sanctify, acknowledge, spoil, embrace, die for, dream of, tease, gratify, squeeze, indulge, idolize, worship.

How to satisfy a man everytime?
Arrive naked.

Women's Turn-Ons
1. Romance
2. Commitment
3. Communication
4. Intimacy
5. Nonsexual touching

Men's Turn-Ons
1. Pornography
2. Female nudity
3. Sexual variety
4. Lingerie
5. Her availability

What's the difference between erotic and kinky?

Erotic is when you use a feather.
Kinky is when you use the whole chicken.
Some of the more interesting quotes from the book i'm reading ;)

We are famous

KenDanYong

there's always a first time for everything

ok, for the first time in my life, i actually felt really really shy.
sheesh, i know it sounds unbelieveable, i mean,
KENNETH??? SHY?????
any way, i was talking to my colleague while waiting for the train, then another colleague of mine keep looking at me.
then i looked at her, and she looked at me.
then i turned around and look behind me, then i shifted position and asked her,
"what are you looking at?"
and she said, "i'm looking at you, why?"
"uh, i shy la..."
then i felt a loss for words lol -.-

never mind that, then i went home, walked into my house, and stoned beside the tv.
somehow, my brain couldn't focus.
i stared at the living room cause i realized that something was different.
i stood there for several seconds, then i walked to the kitchen, and realized that we had a guest in the living room -.-
to make things worse, i pushed back all my hair, so it probably looked like i managed to survive some kinda terrorist bomb attack or something.

bah.
any way, time for bed, slogged till 8 30pm today, then i had to take the bloody train from Toa Payoh allllllllllllllllll the way back to Gombak
[and my BEST-DAD-IN-THE-WHOLE-WORLD dad picked me up and sent me home :D]
so time to get some rest.
oh ya, i forgot to mention, the colleague that kept looking at me was kinda pretty, which probably explains why i was shy? maybe

OK BYE!

P.S to all Heroes lovers, SEASON TWO IS O-U-T!

Q: What is the most challenging task you've encountered during your attachment?
A: Deciding what to have for lunch.

;D

doing what i do best

if my beloved laptop grew a neck now, i'd strangle her ;D

oh well, i haven blogged for ages, but the sick boy needs his rest!
ah, i think i'll really gonna be ill, i feel dizzy.
oh, and i just browsed through the photos taken at FEZ, they were wack!

the boxer brothers!
ok, i'm out!

making smiles

27th August

first day of attachment.

ok everybody, on three, THREE!
*mass eye rolling activity dectect

and so they say

bernard says it's the last hurdle.
ah, but that's always the damn problem with the last paper.
you see, we have plans after the paper, and right now, all i can think about, is all the crazy partying installed for us after our last bloody mother fucking piece of shit paper.

oh well, christie says we should study hard so we can party without worries. but, the truth is, all of us can party without worries even if we didn't study hard enough HAHAHA.

and you know what i say?
i say, i should shut the fuck up and go back to studying, IMMEDIATELY.

OK, BYE!

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2

it's not about the future,
it's not about the past.

it's about making every single day last.

HELLO!

MEET JESSIE!
she's a lovely little girl ;D


adorable aint she?

three cheers for exams!

and we went to Bali House last friday!
it's been eons since we last went there.

we partied like rocklockstars.

and, believe it or not, i've fallen in love again.
i didn't expect it to be so soon, but any way, she's...



N76


now aint she a beauty

if i'm crazy enough, i just might bring her home after i get my attachment pay.
MIGHT

i fell in love with an old flame, red.

HOW STRONG ARE WE?

03/08/07

we've never had sucha great class outing except for my 18th birthday chalet.

Attendence List :
Shawn [dinner]
Yiying [dinner]
ME
Bernard
Kevin
Christie
Jack
Alvin
Weiling

Vodka, beer, and MORE vodka and beer = a bunch of high flying kiddos
oh well, everybody hates vodka, and most people get high easily with beers, so you add them together, i believe it'll give you one bloody answer, high.
and heck, we were.
fly with me to the moon.
it was an interesting day, from my HAIR CUT [btw, i'm almost bald now], to the please-come-along-with-us session, to dinner, to drinking, to sending kevin off to zouk, to meeting weiling's friends, to sending kevin off to zouk again, to supporting christie to the wash room to barf his insides out, to sending the AMK pals off in the cab, to patting weiling to sleep, to sending weiling back home, to seeing alvin off, and finally myself home.
and so i crashed.
on my fucking bed.

oh ya, and i found my i-know-you-best best friend ;D
that friday night was something like

this, but not as lewd. and not as gay

we did things like throwing jackson's top downstairs, and he had to go take it. then the owner thought it was fun, so he took off his top and came upstairs to join the fun.
then there's this wack brit guy that came to talk to us. he even analyzed us!
i'd say he's analysis was pretty accurate, except for the part about jackson being surrounded by girls, i mean, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT JACKSON IS GAY!
HAHAHA, sorry bro :D
we ordered beers after beers and more beers!
christie got shitfaced. WEAK.
TT23, don't forget about our date in October.
this time i'm gonna make sure that EVERYBODY turns up :D
ok, maybe not everybody, minus away christine, and you guys can ask whoever that i will not ask along.
for all those who didn't show up, i assure you didn't miss out much, you just missed out on everything :D

OH YA, and i told my ma to buy me hairy potty, and she did! :D
i'm a happy boy.
and guess what, she said she'll buy me an apple if i played by her rules.
so i'll do just that :D
btw, i'm looking at this now

:D

i've got the best mother in the world.

i love reading, so i guess it's time to pick up the habit again.
especially since my english is getting from bad to worse.
next book after hairy potty,

Why Men Don't Listen & Women Can't Read Maps

oh ya, and before i forget, i'm working for NTUC for my attachment.
which is honestly, great!
briefing on Tuesday, working hours 8 30 to 6, monday to friday.
looks like i'll be wearing something like

this, on mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays, and thursdays, ok, minus away the hair.
god, i miss my hair. ah fuck it.

i'll go read my hairy potty until i crash, and dream of my beloved hair.
to my one and only, rest in peace.

LEVIN : Jln Lampa
BERNARD : Jln Pubor
NEF : *laughs*
BERNARD : WAH! LOOK AT THAT! *points*
LEVIN : *looks up* huh? what thing?
NEF : -.- you're retarded huh

and bernard blew a raspberry today.

a little something to be excited about

and that is, friday's show-up list is getting longer!
so, here it is.

BERNARD
CHRISTIE
JACKSON (if everything goes well)
HIPPO
SHAWN
WEI LING
LEVIN
ME ME ME
ME DARLING SISTER AND HER BUNCHA FRIENDS!

we haven asked kevin cause i don't see him online, and we didn't see him in school. but i guess he'll show up too ;D

the smile that shattered my heart.

BNARD : oh my god
NEF : oh my god *covers face, walks down the stairs, smiles and wave*

this goes to show that we should smoke less, i think.

we smoke cigars in school

wack shit.
let's just say we're experimenting.
and all concluded that it stinks.
oh ya, and this friday, no more excuses for me.
i'm sure it'll be darn fun with bernard, jackson, christie, alvin and hopefully kevin.

we live for booze and fags.

remind me

why am i living like this?
oh wait, i think i remember.
or rather, for who or what am i living for?
somebody tell me please

scream with me

let's see, recently i've been busy with tests, projects, reports, presentations, and a hella lot of submissions, and in between, i managed to squeeze some time out to drink myself silly.
now i've gotta deal with blogs, vodcasts, booths and more presentations and deadlines.
AND, after all of that, i've got exams to deal with :D
sweet.
not to mention attachment right after the exams.

freedom here i come

when you have two million projects and reports to do, and three million deadlines to meet, the most logical thing for you to do is, PARTY, like there's no tomorrow :D
and i'll be gone for the weekend, at least till Sunday.
Bye fuckheads ;D

HI

i would like to say that I AM NOT EMO.
just because my entries are emo, it doesn't mean that i am right?
i guess, it's probably because i don't feel like there's nothing much to blog about when i'm not emo.
blah blah blah.

ok, and this is going out to the moronic kingkong.

Dear TAN FEN HUI OLIVIA,

Please be informed that your attendance level is about to fall below 85% should you be absent one more time from the following module/class.

SO DON'T SKIP ANY MORE CLASSES YOU MORON!

and i've got lots of deadlines to meet, which is very Very VERY exciting isn't it?
so i'll be terribly busy these few days, i've gotta do my part of the report for tonight, and study for tomorrow's test, and i've got to prepare for a presentation on friday, and i've got a party to attend on friday, and a chalet to go to on saturday and a report deadline on monday! AMEN.

you can continue to live in denial.
i guess that's the easy way out aint it?

and i went shooting.

fuck with my family and you're dead.

words are only words.

and i am back

say hi to the kenneth that doesn't get shitfaced.
i was wondering how long it was gonna take me, and i merely took me two drinking sessions, and my "immunity" is back.
god dammit, and that's not exactly a good thing, afterall, the point of drinking is to get high, is it not?
oh well, and it's back to friday drinking sessions, and saturday BB parades.
HAHA, it's like 3am now, i hafta be there at 7am?
woohooo?

i'm fine because i kept all my heartaches in a box.

it pays to be observant.
and i paid with my heart :D

HOLY FUCKING FLYING COWS!
i am going on a diet.
oh wait, i'm hungry.
never mind, i'll go make myself a tuna melt HAHAHA.
diets can wait ;D

"I AM MEGATRON!"
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Enjoy the good things in life

nothing can be more relaxing than a nice long cold shower during a warm and humid afternoon.
then, a nice hot bowl of soup, and a nice long nap (:

i HATE hangovers.

kevin says, WE DON'T NEED GIRLS!

and i'm becoming a monster

with my monstrous eating habits -.-
and my aunt said i should watch my diet otherwise i'll get out of shape HAHA.

oh, and i did my E Learning assignment!
lol, i'm goody goody :D
and since i'm such a good boy,
Mummy, can i get this please?

a 4GB one will do. THANKS :D

and when you refuse to listen to yourself,
that's when you deserve it.

curiosity killed the cat.

and when we tell you that our class is going through a bad phase,
believe it.

fuck buses. i hate public transport, period.
my hand got caught between the door and the railing when the door opened.
i didn't realized the door was opening.
fuck it.
IT FUCKING HURTS.
but i guess that no matter how much it hurts, it's just physical pain.

and i am not emo.
just angry, really angry.
and i don't know why.
ah, fuck it, i'm going to bed.

fuck projects, fuck sore throats, and of course, fuck all you mother fuckers.

see you in hell, fuckers.

and i am proud of myself.

according to levin, he completed 30% and i completed 70%.
BUT NO, i haven forgotten about you bernard!
so, Levin:30%, Kenneth:69%, Bernard:1%
HAHA, but it beats doing nothing.
you are so clueless.

AND, please forgive me.
GOD DAMMIT, ALVIN THAT MOTHER FUCKER HIT ME TWICE IN THE BALLS TODAY!
TELL ME BROTHER, WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING? FUCKING FUCK YOU! YOU FUCKING FAT PIECE OF FUCKING HIPPO FUCK CRAP, YOU KNOW WE FUCKING HATE YOU! ;D

ok, enough with that. time for me to take my shower, and maybe go to bed.
i was up till 5plus doing the fucking report.

and YES, tomorrow, 11am, lunch with alvin and jack.
WOOHOOO.
and, gym :D

i'm gonna kick you back in the nuts, twice. MUAHAHAHAHA

IT'S 2AM

and i'm rushing through my GROUP report that's due tomorrow, alone.
levin helped me alitte, but he's sleeping already, and bernard's working now, hmmm, somehow i feel like there's another person in our group, but i can barely remember, i guess it's my dementia problem again.
oh well, but if he knows he's in our group then i guess he should have bothered to contact us huh.
let me see, i still have 4 pages to go, which includes an executive summary, and a dozen more of those fucking learning points.
GOOD LUCK TO ME!

and when i thought i've seen all kinds of girls,
i met the angry shopper.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

match sticks and lotsa love, from my dad to my mum.
heh, i guess this was the birthday gift she kinda wanted for quite some time already, she looked like a kid holding onto the box trying to show it off to the world.
it was a funny sight.
daddy loves mummy, and i love my family.
if there's one thing i've never regretted, it would be being in this family :D


and i realized that i'm becoming an angry person, and i'm hating it.
anger, it consumes me.

and bernard sent me this super emo song.
just look at the fucking lyrics.


Jamestown Story - Forgotten

There was a time when all was perfect
no worries, but now that's blurry
We had something that no one had
but it's all gone now, ain't that so sad

He came along, took you away,
he opened his arms wide, there you stayed
You smiled, and waved goodbye,
and for the last time, I looked in your eyes

Love can fade, can break away,
can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith
but don't throw it all away, cause your afraid

Now all I ask, is for him to care
for him to treat you like I were always there
But please don't love him, come back to me
I'm begging you, I'm on my knees

Please don't forget, all the times we spent
and all the places, we saw and went
You were soo happy, what did I do wrong
was I not good enough, all along

Love can fade, can break away,
can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith
but don't throw it all away, cause your afraid

Love can fade, can break away,
can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith
but don't throw it all away

Love can fade, can break away,
can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith
but don't throw it all away, but don't throw it all away
but don't throw it all away, cause your afraid

love overwhelms, hate overrides.

one last time

and things will never be the same again.