do you ask yourself,

what have you done to deserve this?
well, i have.
and it's making me pretty emo now.
heck, i should be happy.

the small little things in life

today, i asked my dad if i could go to levin's chalet.
it took me pretty long to ask him, hah, the fear of rejection i guess.
and when i did, my dad smiled to me.
it's the first time he is allowing me to go to a chalet.
but i always go regardless of his answer.
you couldn't imagine how happy i was.
it felt like my heart leaped out.
i too, smiled.
i had this feeling that he'll allow me to go this time, but when it hit me, it was still pretty unexpected.
i was thinking if he didn't allow me to stayover, then, for once, i'll listen to him.
but i guess it wasn't necessary.
i love you dad!
you can't possibly imagine how much i wanna say it to you.
also, he always send me to school whenever i'm running late, whenever it's raining.
he always makes sure that i'm well fed, got enough cash around.
he told me not to drink too much, and i promised him, a promise which i intend to keep, afterall, he's thinking of my well being eh?

and of course, lala.
she's like an angel, a gift from god.
hahaha, cheesy right? nef doesn't like cheese, but maybe this is an exception.
she'll drive me out for supper in the middle of the night, send me to school when it's raining, fetch me over to my friend's place for stayovers.

all the good in life, overwhelms me.

and i have such fantastic friends and classmates.
hah, i'd say i have all the love i need.

and you think i'll forget about my mum?
she's the best mum you'll ever find.
even if she is a little unreasonable at times, but i guess it's understandable.
cause i'm unreasonable all the time.

haha, and my little sis, she's the annoying one, but no matter what, you're still my sister.
and forbes, heh, no words to describe him.
he's like a best friend to me.

aite, i gotta go already.
i love my family, all my friends, the boys' brigade, my life, and probably god, for making this possible.
ciao, this time, it's love and peace.

if love hurts, then you're probably looking for the wrong kinda love.