| You Have Low Self Esteem 20% of the Time |
 Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. |
HAHA.
i swear to god, twits are so fucking funny. LOL.
amazing i tell you. they're better than the shit you find in comedies.
rite? shoo kwel worhx, heex.
alright, i guess i'll stop ripping at twits, they are human afterall eh?
oh, wait a minute, or are they from mars?
no clue.
ah, it kinda sucks when your friends are out hanging out and you're trapped at home.
ok, not exactly trapped, but at home.
you get the point.
was at a family gathering just now.
my cousin's birthday.
lovely 1 year old he is.
oh ya, and it's a chalet.
lol, so that means, i have a chalet almost once every month.
oh ya, and when i reached there, the first thing i said was, "since when did aunty lily had a pretty sister?"
ahhhh. ok, now is the time to say, MEN, and roll your eyes.
anyway, i love family gatherings, but YH is flying on the 28th, and it's the 25th already.
ah, what to do?
and another family gathering tomorrow.
oh ya, and i got closer to one of my cousin today.
he actually allowed me to play with his toys, and after that i was allowed to hold his hands while we were walking towards the car.
HAHA.
hey, it's an accomplishment alright?
if you try to touch his toys he'll scream and scream.
and if you try to hold his hands he'll shout, NO!
hahahaha.
Lala was trying to hold his hand, but he didn't allow, then i asked if i could hold his hand, and he held mine. then lala smacked my hand and grabbed his hand -.-
oh ya, and i feel like whining right now.
i'm a guy that stereotypes alot.
i've got nothing to hide, but i cannot stand it when people stereotype against gender.
i hate it, and i cannot stand it at all.
it's fucking annoying.
you can make fun of my race, my religion, anything, but when you stereotype guys, i get pissed.
maybe it's because i think i'm different from most guys. notice the highlighted part.
you can never assume that everybody is the same eh?
afterall, when you assume, you make an ass out of you and me.
and i guess now is the time my sister will say, WHATEVER.
oh ya, and there's something wrong with my right eye.
probably eye infection.
can't wear my contacts, god dammit.
and i swear that this year's chinese new year is so dull.
ah, it's driving me insane.
and i think i'm turning nocturnal.
i can't sleep unless it's 3 or 4 am.
fuck it.
and a few days back, i couldn't sleep at all.
they say it's withdrawal symptoms from smoking.
and i seem to get distracted real easily as well.
then i'll type or say sentences that completely mean nothing.
sheesh.
oh ya, and i've been lazy, i haven worked out for a long time.
heh, time to tone up before i get flabby.
ah, and my eyes are drying up again.
time for my shower i guess, and then my eye drop.
and then..
i'll burn time.
yes, it's the favourite time of the year for most of us.
CNY!
yea, with new clothes, new shoes, red packets, snacks, sweets, drinks, and of course, red packets, what more can you ask for?
ok, i have something i'd like to ask for actually.
we
need
BOOZE.
LOL, yea, you can ignore that.
YH's back from malaysia already.
that's like pretty darn fast.
but he's leaving in a week's time, then we won't see him until it's august.
oh well, one's gotta work.
speaking of working, today's the day that most people start work, and for us poly-soon-to-be-year-3 students, many of us start our attachments, also known as ITP, today.
i hope that all of you are attached to good firms with good colleagues and of course, a good supervisor, else, you're FUCKED.
lol.
hmmm, it's pretty strange that my entire class will be going for their ITP next semester.
most classes have them this semester.
oh well, time for me to find a new job.
no more Esprit for me.
it's one hell of a fucked up place.
ok, it's not, just that the pay is completely fucked up.
and of course, the end of my exams = the start of my BB "career", officially.
unless i find myself a job, then i can come up with excuses to skip parades =x
LOL. i'm already thinking of excusings to not go.
heh.
oh ya, and i want to get myself a fucking PSP.
sheesh.
i wonder what's gotten over me.
suddenly want it so badly.
fuck. i feel like a kid lol.
oh ya, i'm supposed to meet YH in town.
i told him i'll reach at about 5, and it's 5:04 pm now LOL
wonder what we're gonna do today?
hmmm, i've been having the urge to sing my lungs out for quite sometime.
hope we're going to some KTV later on :D
ok, here comes the corny part.
happy new year.
may you have a prosperous year ahead.
year year got fish.
long life hundred years.
and to all the fucking money minded kids, may you collect lotsa red packets, gamble, and lose it all away :D
A photo can say a thousand things
But it cant say the million things i wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it cant capture the way we are
Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you, yeah
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments
Yeah i might be lonely girl
But im not afraid
In a second it all comes right back to me
No nothings forgotten now
Yeah everythings saved
What its like to touch you
What its like to know you, Yeah
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope everyday
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
love this song. probably cause i can relate. HAHA
oh ya, and the girl in the MTV, she's from the Veronicas. she's HOT
since i'm waiting for my sister to finish showering, i've decided to blog abit.
you know, i was so bored, and decided that i didn't want to study, especially after the disappointment from CMA, i started reading Reader's Digest.
it's pretty interesting, alright, it has always been interesting, and i've always enjoy reading it, but that's not the point.
there's this article about Vitamin D. get lots of it and you can reduce the risk of getting cancer and a whole list of other illnesses. you can get Vitamin D through sun tanning or cod liver oil, tuna, sardine, etc.
then i continued to read, and i've learnt 12 new ways to attract the opposite sex.
sounds like an act of desperation eh?
fuck that.
any way, since valentines is coming, it'll do me some good to find a girlfriend AFTER 14th feb, i can save some money and spend it on myself instead, heh.
and, for your information, valentines is the day GIRLS give GUYS chocolates, gifts, whatever shit they want, not the other way round. if the guy decides to "accept your love", one month later he'll get a gift for you. yea, i think it's one month, or something like that. but that's japanese tradition i think?
any way, i was talking about with my sisters just now.
and we were talking about prom.
then i realized something.
prom is the time of the year when most girls look terrible, and even scary, to a certain extend, which i believe is exactly the opposite of what they want or expect to look like.
seriously, WHY THE HECK DO GIRLS PUT SO MUCH MAKEUP ON PROM?
i've decided not to go onto the extend of describing what i said earlier for the sake of my own well being, lol.
but seriously, i'm sure most guys would agree with me that the makeup look is a big NO NO.
but i guess it's up to you to decide what you want to look like.
time for my shower, CIAO!
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
great song from a great movie, what more can i say?
any way, my exams are here.
cool shit.
so, i won't be posting much, I THINK.
expecting lotsa KAP-ing.
aite, lucks to everyone that's having their exams.
CIAO!
but now that you already did, this is part 2.
To: Human Resource Officer
Hi, i have been experiencing relatively good service from SMRT buses for many years but i was totally disappointed to an incident that occurred just not long ago.
I am doing a complain feed back with regarding to yesterday's (05/02/07) incident.
The incident occurred when:
My friend and I were about to travel from Ten Tile junction towards Bukit Panjang Plaza.
To explain the situation, we had exit the complex and walking towards a "+" junction whereby Choa Chu Kang road comes to an
intersection with the road towards Woodlands (on the left) and the road towards Bukit Timah(on the right),
straight would lead to Bukit Panjang. As we were about to cross a zebra crossing, which was sandwiched in a filter lane
, a bus service number "OFF SERVICE" was speeding into what we know as DECELERATION filter lane with zebra crossing.
He was so fast that he failed to observe that there is a car in front waiting for clearance before the car can accelerate to move off,
so due to the speed, the bus did not stop before the zebra crossing. I would like to emphasize on the danger of such case.
If my friend and I were to enter the zebra crossing just when the bus (at that incredible speed) come into the DECELERATION filter lane,
i would not be able to type you a complain feedback already. But what¡¯s more incredible is that,
after my friend and I did some body gesture of frustration and anger, this particular bus driver instead of saying sorry,
he opened the front door and further used his combination of hokkien vulgarities at us,
we made our way through the front of the bus DANGEROUSLY as he can knock us down anytime and as he drives off,
he continued to abuse his vast knowledge of hokkien vulgarity at us. To speak the truth,
i had now developed a minor phobia of zebra crossing. As i feel that such road users don't really care about other road users and pedestrian.
And all after all, i feel deeply insulted for i felt as if i got no rights to gesture out my frustrations.
Who is in the wrong? Please assist me in investigating this case.
I hope a reasonable action will be taken place such road users should not be granted access to the function of roads and traffics.
Yours sincerely, Chong
BROTHER CHONG AND BROTHER SEAH UNITE!
his version is seriously funny.
HAHA.
any way, they responded to me already.
they said they'll get back to me again after their investigations.
lucks to you fucking bus driver.
for entertainment purposes only:
now i believe girls should get a brief idea of what guys talk about, LOL.
that's all folks, CIAO! ;D
today, something very unfortunate happened.
after dinner at Ten Mile, me and HJ decided to walk over to Plaza cause he wanted to buy some snacks that SINGSONG did not have.
while we were on the way some happened, which resulted in this.
Today, 5th Feburary 2007, at approximately 19 29, the bus driver an Off Service bendy bus, bus plate number 1037, offended both me and my friend.
The bus driver of the off service bus was driving at a fast speed towards the zebra crossing near Ten Mile Junction, Choa Chu Kang Road. He was driving at a fast speed and appeared to be refusing to stop to give way to the pedestrains, including me and my friend. Annoyed, I told my friend about my frustration. The bus driver then pulled over, opened the front doors and started yelling. He looked like was going to get off the bus and beat the both of us up. We ignored him and crossed over to the other side of the road. He continued yelling. The bus driver then pulled open the window and continued yelling, hurling hokkien vulgarities at both me and my friend. Then the bus driver sped off, leaving both of us angered, and deeply insulted. We felt threatened, and were even afraid that the bus driver might knock the both of us down.
Firstly, the bus driver was driving at a relatively fast speed while approaching a zebra crossing with pedestrians around, neglecting safety of the most vulnerable road users, the pedestrians.
Secondly, he decides to yell vulgarities at us.
I believe that his ability to judge, and drive is questionable, seeing that he completely blocked the entire zebra crossing after stopping. Luckily nobody was crossing the zebra crossing, otherwise, an accident would have occurred.
I believe that my friend, Mr Chong, also sent a letter of complaint.
I sincerely hope, and expect, that you will get back to both me and my friend, with a reasonable course of action taken.
I am disgusted that such an unfortunate incident would occur, and both me and my friend hope that something will be done about it.
I sincerely hope that such an uncouth act will not happen to any other road user.
Thank you for you time.
HJ was like, "eh, he's scolding you"
and i told him to ignore him.
cause i was already planning what to write for my letter of complaint.
afterall, i am educated, and i didn't want to stoop to his level.
oh well, good luck, i hope you get fired :)
or better, i hope your driving license gets suspended :D
nef, with love.
or maybe not.
alright, just checked out from the bloody chalet.
which has absolutely nothing.
and i guess most of you will be going, "chalet? AGAIN?!"
lol.
that's the reaction i got from almost everybody.
and it's a 5days 4night thing, heh, kinda long aint it.
once again, nef was left stranded in an apartment for five fucking days without the net.
but i didn't really feel like i lost contact with civilisation.
oh ya, and someone pissed me off big time.
i just wanna declare that i do not belong to anyone, and i'm a fucking swinging single.
AND,
THIS IS MY SISTER
and i love her alot.
what's more to say?
alright, basically, this was what we did at the chalet.
we made breakfast every morning, played lots of card games [especially bridge], rented a bunch of VCDs to watch [but only watched one], had a BBQ, played LAN in some fucking cool LAN shop [it has a fucking bar in it! BOOZE] and i had fucking zit outbreaks.
there, short and sweet summary.
heh, i'm a White Sand's mackers now, and i'm going off soon, so,
CIAO,
aint gonna miss ya
