Random-ness

heh, i've not been blogging much for quite some time, and the longer i drag this shit, the more i don't feel like doing it..

any way, i realised that after i lost my phone, i've quit being a narcissist..
it's like, i don't even think about taking pictures any more, which some how, links up with how i protray myself, sheesh, i'm not making sense again..
come to think of it, ever since that day at ECP, i haven been making much sense until now huh?
hmmm, that's wrong, cause i'm still not making any sense..
i still remember... ...

nef : i'm thirsty but i don't feel like drinking

what kinda shit is that man? -.-
then... ...

nef : *picks a bottle of green tea and declares* i really hate green tea

and paid for the bottle of green tea..
i think maybe i enjoy contradicting myself or something like that..
wack.


i guess i'll just do some random blogging, that seems pretty fun..
oh ya, and the other day, finally told nuoxi and zhiqian that me and yl broke up..
i forgot what we were saying, then xixi suddenly asked about her, i guess we were probably talking about something related, else she wouldn't have asked..
they quit asking for months already huh?
so i told them that we broke up, and she already has a boyfriend..
and the cutest thing happened, zhiqian looked at me and said, "then you not angry meh?"
hahahahahaha, to think that even kids knows about these kinda shit..
mind you, he's only K2, not even in primary school!
i told him i wasn't, which was the truth..
cause i don't see any point in getting mad over it..
one of my colleague said that i seem pretty cool about it, well, i guess it's probably cause she doesn't know me that well eh?
she's a really really nice person too..
and she likes to stare at my butt, and she likes to comment about the way i wear my pants, and she likes to say that my pants will drop if someone pulls it..
but she's nice ;D

OH YA, and...
smoke-free-counter : 7 days!
and counting!
but i'm working on Tuesday, and if Kelvin is working, and he has some...
then maybe...
i might...
probably...
...

i don't know seriously, i mean, who the fuck would know what would happen in the future eh?
and Saturday's gonna be a huge test for me man, i want to club and drink.. without cigs..
well, if i don't make it, then too bad?
so far, i've been able to stop cause i told myself this, "i told lala not to smoke, and if i continue doing so, it'll be damn fucked"
so i pressed on..
it's friggin' tough man, I EVEN DREAM OF SMOKING! LOL
seriously funny shit..
whatever la..

OH!
and i watched The Departed with Kevin yesterday, it was his birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUNK!
the movie was pretty good, i'd say it's worth the money..
it's basically the English version of Infernal Affairs..
just that it's more graphic, in a sense..
when they point blank fire at a guys skull, you'll the the blood splashing outta the back of his head..
honestly, i didn't think that that much blood was neccessary..
rather pointless actually..
i don't know why, i can take gory shits, but for some reasons, it didn't make me feel too comfortable when i saw all the blood flying out, they made it very detailed..
you can see tiny droplets of blood and stuff..
oh ya, and the movie's freaking funny too, not to mention that out of a 100 sentence, 99 sentences consists of either, cunt, pussy, fuck, fucker, dick, prick, well, you get the idea, it's a fucking vulgar movie..
and they even included a scene which sort of makes fun of the "indian accent"

"My name is not Mr Baba, is Mr Singh, how can you call me a friend when you don't know my name?"

after the movie, we went to the gents and we were talking about this, i repeated this sentence and kevin kept laughing..
seriously wack shit..

"OH MY GOD!"

this is a freaking classic man, it doesn't sound funny, but the moment Mr Singh said it, the whole theatre was roaring with laughter..

heh, and i picked up reading again!
thank God i picked it up again, some how, i've got a feeling that my brain is failing me..
hope it'll help..
since my mom's shop is opened already, i'd have plenty of time to read..
cause there's really nothing much i can do over there, i mean, i don't server the customers, cause it's all girls stuff, i just hide behind the counter and read my shit..
my mom basically handles everything, and i'll handle everything else..
hah, what a way to put it eh?
sort of answers everything, but not really answering anything..
hahahahahaha..
think i'll also bring my notes over, instead of just reading novels, i also can brush up on my school work and everything..

hmmm, i've been making loads of new friends recently, some from IS, which includes brenda..
ok, basically, from IS, the only person i'd count as a friend, SO FAR, is probably her..
well, 80% of the class consists of students from Mass Comm, which totally suck ass for me, and her too..
oh ya, and very coincidentally, i met brenda, kevin's friend, before we were going to IS, and when jiankai asked where i was heading for IS, i told him, she heard, and said that i'm in the same class with her!
so we went together..
unfortunately, we're in different work groups, awww man..
honestly, my group mates are pretty ok, just that we don't really click..
it's pretty obvious we're different kinda people, but then we still do try to make an effort..
then there's another girl, she just popped out of some strange corner or something..
serene?
and then another one of nat's friend, nessa..
i guess making new friends is a good thing..

ahhh, and we celebrated yiying's and shawn's birthday last week..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE & DUDETTE!
we went to New York New York for dinner, which was, honestly, horrendous, at least for me it was..
i didn't like it at all..
i'd give it, hmmm, 0.5 outta 5 stars..
if you think cartel's ribs sucks, wait till you try theirs..
but the place wasn't that bad, just that the food didn't quite go well with me..
at least there was great company ;D
then we ditched the place, went to the Esplanade for awhile..
then the group left for Bali House, they took a train there, but me, jason, john and shawn took a cab instead..
cause i hafta draw some cash..
then we went to have Chippy's Fried Mars Bar before we left the place..
i love those sinful shit like stuffs..
tastes sooooo nice!
it took us a bloody long time to hail for a cab..
motherfuckers all waiting for those idiots to call in..
two words, two words... ...
SCREW YOU!
we kept cursing and swearing while we were in the queue, we'd reached that faster if we took the train..
ridiculous shit..
the group was waiting for us..
when we finally reached, we ordered a barrel of beer and some finger food..
played games, ordered another barrel, OH YA!
and there was this anti-social girl that ordered a bottle of Heineken..
oh well, no names =x
then alvin and yiying had to leave..
i sent them to the taxi stand, gave our darling birthday girl a hug and wished her happy birthday again before heading back to join the rest of the group..
then they didn't want to continue drinking..
we decided to go to jason's place to spend the rest of the night, but weiling, john and shawn wanted to head home, so we said our goodbyes and left..
kevin went with them cause he needed to pass something to his mother..
we reached Ang Moh Kio and we bought some drinks and mixers at the Cheers there..
kevin brought a bottle of vanilla flavour Absolut Vodka, which he failed to mention about the VANILLA part..
so our mixers didn't exactly go that well with the alcohol..
either way, we didn't drink that much..
the guys were more interesting in playing their cards and winning money..
heh, thankfully i'm not the gambling kind..
just sat there and watched them play..
honestly, it was pretty entertaining watch them play..
see them lose money, only two words can describe it... ...
DAMN SHIOK!
hahahahahahahahaha, sheesh, i am EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIL XD
then they kept doing funny stuffs..
after they were done with the cards they proceeded to playing mahjong, a game that i totally do not understand..
the only thing i know about it is, if you get 3 same tiles, it's called "pong"
even my indian friend, Christie, knows more about it than me =x
after they were finally done playing we walked to Jln Kayu for some FAMOUS roti prata..
it was good, but they didn't have the mee goreng i was soooooooooo looking forward to..
then we cabbed back to his place, took our stuffs and cabbed home..
6 of us SQUEEEZED into a merc cab..
but thankfully, christie, bernard and jackson was only getting a ride to the nearest bus stop..
hitch-hiking?
i guess you can say that..
then me, kevin and his friend cabbed home..
me and his friend [ so sorry dude, i'm really bad with chinese names ] KO-ed pretty fast..
i think Kevin was on the phone so he didn't fall asleep..
i was the last one to reach home..
the moment i reached home i collasped on my bed and fell asleep..

heh, oh ya, and i think i'm cursed..
i never seem to be able get uninterrupted sleep..
either my dad would come in and turn off the fan [i'm a light sleeper, i'd wake up the moment he touch the fan], or someone will call me, or i'll forget to disable the alarm..
whatever it is, i never get to wake up by myself..
someone or something always wakes me up..
which completely pisses me off..
i hate to be woken up for no reason..

ah, i'm tired the moment i talk about sleep..
oh well, guess i should be turning in now, tomorrow's gonna be an early day..
9am lecture at some ulu block..
block 22, which nobody has any idea where it is..
time to do some exploring i guess?
hope i'll be able to remain smoke free for the whole of this and next week, then quitting shouldn't be much of a problem any more..

so i guess it's time for our goodbyes..
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT!
and, adiós!