awww man, i'm hating every moment of this shit..

don't know why i came back home..
i was with Levin and YH..
we went to find Bernard just now, his aunt works at Kelly Services..
we were looking for a job so, ya..

now i'm at home sitting alone facing a stupid huge tv that's not even turned on..
facing my dumbass laptop with no music on..

sheesh, life's real boring, hope they find me a job soon..
the one day job is...
lame..

any way, chalet is next week..
was looking forward to it, but suddenly, everything just feels so dull..

last night after watching Love Wrecked, we went home..
hmmm, the movie wasn't that fantastic, if Amanda Bynes wasn't in the movie, i probably wouldn't have enjoyed it..
and probably it wasn't as enjoyable cause i didn't have pop corn to go with the movie?
i LOVE popcorn, but those assholes don't wanna share with me =/
eating popcorn alone is pretty sad, and it's freaking expensive as well, it's like paying for another ticket -.-
more expensive actually, since we went on a weekday..

so i went home after that..
hmmm, for some reason, i alighted 2 stops earlier..
yea, it's the "lake"
ahhh, the memories..
i walked back, took my time..
walked damn slowly, and got horned at by some impatient mofo in his dumbass MPV..
yea, reminiscence..
the path we always took when i send her back..
walked further down, and the path we always take when i send her back from Plaza..
further down, i saw the path i use to take when i walk home from her place..
and the path we took when we walk to Plaza..
heh, and kenneth went to the play ground, his secret "hideout"
the bench, we celebrated our 6th month anniversary there..
candles, it was a beautiful scene..
and i remember the old man that came, hahahaha..
it was funny, the old man asked what we were up to..
it was pretty awkward, but nonetheless, everything felt perfect..
at least back then it did..

and i finally realised why i can't make myself hate her..
because... ...
there are so many reasons for me to love her, but only one reason for me to hate her..
and i guess that one reason aint good enough for me to hate her..

after we broke up, i start to appreciate the songs she loved..
heh, too late huh?
songs like "stick wit you", "理想情人"
理想情人, hmmm..
if i were to rate her out of 100, i'd give her 99..
why 99?
cause i took 1 point off for the lie she told me..
heh, when will i find my 100marks girl?

it's much easier to hate someone than love someone aint it?
oh well, everything's in the past, no point talking about it..
and i never believed that someone can love someone, yet fall in love with another..

actually, i have a really supportive family..
i love them alot, especially my mother..
she's the best mom in the world..
she may be kinda naggy at times, and she'll scold us for no apparent reason..
naturally i'd be pissed right?
but it'll only last 1 minute, and i know she loves me..
that's enough for me already..
i wish that i'm closer with my mother..
some many things i wanna tell her..
and strangely, she's the first person that comes to my mind everytime i'm really depressed..
when i'm really depressed, all i want to do is hug her..
heh, and she pat my head and assure me, "everything will be ok my son"

any way, i asked her about the chalet, and she didn't ask much about it..
i guess she thinks i'm old enough..
she didn't even ask me to ask my dad if i'm allowed to go..
honestly, i wished she'd ask more, and maybe nag at me?
strange huh? maybe cause i want her to care more..
i'm not saying she doesn't care about me or anything..
hmmm, this isn't going any where..

oh ya, and steamboat this Saturday..
it'll be a gathering with old friends..
Weiqin's gonna go serve NS soon, so we're gonna have one last steamboat with him before he goes bald..

hmmm, i had an arguement with Levin just now..
it was over the Zouk thing..
i blamed them for not making an effort to talk to Wallace..
honestly, i felt that it was pretty rude..
and he's like, showing all of us his black face..
if you don't wanna have fun, why spoil the fun for everybody?
sheesh..
sometimes i just can't accept the things he do..
it's like, he always thinks he's right and he always have his "principals"
honestly, his so called principals are nothing but one thing, EGO..
the more i think about it, the more he's like the guy in The Break Up..
come to think of it, we've never done anything he doesn't like as well..
i guess it's always because of his "principals"
"这个是原则上的问题"

guess i won't be clubbin' with him anymore..
he doesn't want to go anyway..
so i guess i just have to wait patiently for Bernard's birthday to come..
and Huijun's as well =P
birthday boys and birthday girls must get drunk! =x
so please be prepared XD

it's been quite some time since i last blogged eh?
cause every night somebody will piss me off..
and when someone doesn't piss me off, like last night, my fucking mind decides to fall into a depression..
great huh?

oh ya, during our exam week, i got to know more about Bernard..
heh, it's pretty hard not to if you meet him every morning, almost every morning, at 7am to study at KAP..
honestly, those mornings were not very productive, at least not for me..
but at least we got to know each other better..
and i know your dirty little secrets now!
HAHAHAHAHA..
but then again, you also know mine -.-
he's a great guy i guess?
and when the fuck are we gonna go to Bali House together?!
or Paulaner?

heh, and i also spent alot of time with HJ..
oh ya, i'd like you all to take note of something, HJ is Hae Jye, and Huijun is Huijun..
so when i say HJ, i am refering to Hae Jye, and NOT Huijun..
confusing?
hmmm, HJ is a guy and Huijun is a girl..
that's simpler i guess =P
and there is absolutely nothing more than friendship between me and Huijun..
understand via?

you
are
a
moron ;D

hahahahaha..
饭可以乱吃，话不可以乱讲

oh ya, and Huijun is back from her chalet..
so fast -.-
and Nat still don't seem to be getting the hint..
oh well, it's not my fault..

OH YA, and we were supposed to go to Sentosa, but Levin backed out last minute..
i was so fucking pissed..
i called Huijun and scold scold scold scold scold..
poor girl =P
of course, i wasn't scolding her -.-

oh, and i suddenly remember what me, Levin and YH were talking about when we walked by the Istana..
Levin suddenly started to sing that bloody song sung by Fei Yu Qing..
Levin : 树上的鸟儿飞
KoStA : why the fuck would birds on a tree fly? then why will they be on the tree?
Levin : ya hor, it's the lyrics la..
KoStA : i know, but why -.-
YH : maybe cause the tree falling?
*roars of laughter*

hahahahahaha, reasons why guys don't gossip?
cause we talk about every single shit we can think of..
but, guys also do gossip =P
hahahahahaha, me and HJ always gossip about people..
and the way he describes some of his friends, it's really hilarious..

oh ya, speaking of HJ, i don't really like his new gf..
i don't think she's a good person..
maybe cause i witness they arguement over the phone..
come to think of it, i've never had an arguement with her over our 1year and 2 months relationship..
it's pretty abnormal actually, not that healthy..
i guess it's because oddball nef doesn't like to talk when he's pissed?
perhaps..
i've never scolded her or anything before..
she did scold me before, but..
hmmm, let's not talk about that eh?

oh ya, and i've given my "book idea" to Weitat already..
i'm gonna pass the book to him soon..
it was something i wanted to make for her, but since i never had the chance to, i decided to give the idea to Weitat instead, and especially since his 1 year anniversary is coming up, and he's clean out of idea, thought i'd give him an idea, make his gf something really special..
in my opinion, it's a great gift..
but it needs alot of time and effort to be done..
something i told myself that i will never spend on another girl..
cause sincerity means nothing..
like what HJ said, what i did was wrong, i should feed her that much at one go, i should slowly feed her, gradually increasing..
oh ya, those words instantly became shit the moment i found out he had a gf, it's like..
those words mean nothing, his words and his actions completely contradict each other..
it pissed me off..
sigh, everything pisses me off now..

oh ya, so many days at mac, only one picture..
hahahaha, pathetic!
and it has no faces in it -.-


MACKERS!

oh ya, we went to IMM on sunday and we saw this bed..


LaLa said it looks like a coffin -.-

oh ya, and i cut my hair, i preferred Yvonne to Alan..
i just love the way Yvonne washes my hair, it's so comfortable!
Alan used one hand and grab my skull..
and it felt like he wanted to break my head or something..
he just grabbed it..
and the hair cut, me and Levin felt that the previous one was better?
credits to Yvonne ;)

and i've also gotten closer with Andy as well..
went to his place and we watched The High School Musical together..
it was a fantastic movie!
GREAT!!!
very very very very very nice!
i can't decide if Click is better or it's better..
both are fantastic movies!
the leading actor and actoress had such great chemistry..

oook, think i'm gonna stop here, it's a super, duper, ultra, mega, pervertic, insanely long entry already..
and i applaude all those patient souls that actually spend the effort reading through this god damn long entry..
THANKS ;D

think i'm gonna go play Final Fantasy or something =P
i picked it up again, and it still rocks..
Best RPG : Final Fantasy VII
Best Gameplay : Final Fantasy Tactics
rated by? : nef =P

oh ya, and if you read finished the entire entry, do drop a note at my tagbox =P
i wanna know who are the patient ones XD

SEEYA LATER ALLIGATORS!