ok, CUBE sucks


pretty huh? i like the invitation card alot


Lala, me, Yang Wen [ did i get your name right? ] and Quinnie


opps? p.s - i like this photo ;D


hmmm, smokers should know what i'm doing


me, duh?


me and Lala


Beer anyone? :D


i look drunk


i'm gonna kill you


me and Lala again, i like this photo alot :D


poor nef getting bullied


poor nef getting bullied AGAIN


CHEERS Y'ALL!

and for the finale...




that's for being in my photo. HAHAHAHA

ok, like what i said, CUBE sucked, the place is small, and it was rather crowded, we waited in line for quite some time, then Lala decided to call Ivan, and he brought us in right away -.-
why can't call earlier sia..

went in, squeeze here, squeeze there..
and the whole damn place is packed, packed with my favourite kinda people..

any way, we had to squeezed in to join Bryan and gang for awhile, then we squeezed back to the other end of the bar, then the mother fucker told us we can't order there, so we squeezed back..
order 3 jugs of beer and went upstairs to the balcony to chill..

btw, the whole of the 2nd level is not air-conditioned..
yea, so we were at the balcony..
and the moment we reached there, they were like, "TAH!"
so we did finish it up, although we were slower..
me and Lala shared a jug, then YangWen and Quinnie shared a jug..
the 3rd jug was sherlyn's [ i'm not sure if i got her name right as well, there's like a few version of her name, but they all sound the same any ways ]
she had some trouble finishing it so we helped her..
then we ordered 2 more jugs of beer..
one jug was knocked over by Lala after it was half drunk i think?
the other one we took a freaking long time to finish..
all of us weren't high, but the beer made all of us uncomfortable -.-
damn fucked up..
then when we finally finished, we went downstairs to dance..
the moment we decided to dance, the music started to suck..

so? we ordered a jug of vodka lime..
which was tasteless..

then we odered tequila shots..
all of us had one each, but unfortunately, they had no lemon left, so we took something else..


CANDY ANYONE? :D

i LOVE candy! especially these kinda candy!!!
but eat too much later get diabetes, oh well..

and nooo, we still didn't get high and the crowd and music sucks..
fuck that..

so we decided to leave..
the girls decided to go KBox at Cine..
actually, more like Lala and Yang Wen decided for us..
they were like, "LET'S GO SING EMO SONGS!"
so we decided to head there..
sherlyn didn't join us, she went home..

so the 4 of us took a cab down to Cine..
for our drinks we had a jug Honey Lemon, and a jug of beer..
ok, i seriously do not know why Yang Wen ordered beer..
i was like, "you sure you can take beer?"
"actually, no"
then why she order sia!

never mind, i sat there, ate one plate of peanuts, and took a nap while the 2 of them sang..
i don't remember what happened after that cause i fell asleep =x

well, before i slept, i felt really miserably and quite emo..
don't really know why..
heh, so i sms-ed WeiLing, cause she's probably the only one that's MIGHT be awake..
and fortunately for me, she was awake..
so we sms-ed awhile..
heh, she really never fails to make me smile..
THANKS GIRL! :D
and, coincidentally, everytime i'm depressed and stuff, she'll always be there!
be it online or sms..
it's like... hmmm, i don't know, just sucha coincidence?

but of course, the smile didn't last long..
not like it's her fault huh?
like what YL told me, "you should let go already la"
i remembered the sentence because of the LA..
sometimes the word LA is pretty reduntant, but people still put them in sentences, for example, "have you completed your homework?"
"do finish already LA!"
i mean, the LA is like so fucked up eh?

any way,
heh, it's not like i don't want to, letting go is easier said than done..
afterall, we're different..
something i held so dear, how can it be possible for me to let go just like that?

and yes, the pussy teared again..
fuck that, i've told myself that i'll not cry or tear or whatever shit for her any more, heh, i guess i can't really control huh?
sheesh, fag fag fag..

fuck that..
yea, so i woke up when we had to leave, and Lala wasn't feeling well..
she puked, and i waited for her outside the girls' toilet..
then after that we took the lift down, said our goodbyes and went home..
on the way home SOMEONE called her and they talked all the way..
then when we were reaching home already she was like, "omg, i'm going to puke, i'm going to puke"
"we're reaching already"

luckily she didn't puke on the cab, we quickly paid the cabbie, then i opened the door swiftly and quietly..
eh, i damn skill ok, i open the door no sound one XD
usually there'll be a loud "TENG" sound..
so i opened the door and she rushed upstairs..

i took off my shoes, socks, blah blah, hide my cigs and went upstairs..
i saw that all the lights were closed so i assumed that Lala went to bed..
so i also went to bed..

and slept alllllll the way until 10+ in the morning, i woke up and went back to sleep..
it happened a few times until my mother came to wake me up at about 12..
we were going to my Granny's place, she cooked lunch for us..
we were going over to her place cause the fireworks can be seen from their place!!!
cool huh?
so i showered, got ready and we went over together..
brought my laptop, but there was no connection for me to tap..
sad..
so i played Dota against those dumb AIs..
watched, "Shall We Dance" and "Terminal"
both were great :D

hmmm, NuoXi asked me, "Where is YuLing jiejie?"
i was completely caught off guard..
"erm... ... at home lor"
heh, i could feel my heart sinking, thumping hard..

oh ya, and lunch was nice as well..
after the 2 movies it was time for the parade, so we tuned in and watched it while having dinner..
dinner was also great..
except when my uncle asked, "where is your girlfriend?"
"erm, we broke up"
"oh, i didn't know about it, really"
"never mind"
another uncle "so who was the spare tyre?"
well, i didn't choose to answer the question
but i said this "she has a boyfriend now"
which basically makes me the so called "spare tyre"
damn that sucked, i was like taking my food with my head the whole time..
sigh, i just didn't want to look them in the eye, otherwise i'll get fucking emotional again..
then ANOTHER uncle said, "it's her loss"
heh, i agree with that, but she's not the only one that lost something, i lost someone that i loved with all my heart..
heh, too bad for me i guess..

enough with that shit..
after dinner, the main "dish" came..
FIREWORKS!
*boom Boom BOOM*

nothing special actually, didn't like today's fireworks performance, hopefully the one on Saturday will be better ;D

oh ya, Nat told me she was caught on the camera during the NDP, sheesh, and i missed it..
haven seen her in person yet, heh..
guess it'll have to wait, cause

i
am
broke

FUCK

after that we went home, then i turned on my laptop, surfed the net lil' abit, chat for awhile, took a shower, and TAH DAH!
here i am blogging..

OH YA, and i decided to stop smoking last night..
all the cigarettes were making me pretty unwell, heh, but i still continued smoking, cause i hate it when people smoke around me, the smell makes me sick, literally, so when i smoke i won't feel as bad..
i know it's a fucking bad excuse, oh well..
and also cause i wanted to get high?
yea, but the effects can't even last more than 5 fucking minutes..
God DAMMIT..

heh, i'm left with 7 sticks if i'm not wrong, hmmm..
wonder what i should do with them..

any way, i'm kinda hungry now so i'm gonna to eat my breakfast+lunch now..
after that i've gotta study for tomorrow's test..
fuck Fuck FUCK..

SA YO NA RA