yea, and i am back again..
and yes, no Zouk =P

oh ya, end up i didn't go to PC Bunk, sorry Icy and pals! >.<

heh, was chatting with one of my boys just now




kENNETH loves SOUP and YAKULT!! says:
maybe find another girl, then try to lose the feeling

<<>> If YoU JuDgE PeOpLe, U HaVe No TiMe To LoVe TheM.. LoVe WitHoUt GeTTiNg TiReD.. 310 DaYs says:
but u must love the other gal also
if not very bad
haha

kENNETH loves SOUP and YAKULT!! says:
i know
heh, before we start
of course i will tell her
"oi, fling fling first, if i like you, you like me, steady steady pom pee pee, then commit
otherwise ba li kampong"



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i mean, that's only fair for the girl right?
i mean, i don't wanna be unfair to the girl right?
if i don't love you, i won't say i love you..

i know the world is unfair, but that's only because we chose to make it unfair, at least that's what i think..
the world is round, i know it aint completely round, but both ends still meet right?
i'm sure we can try to make ends meet as well, it can't be that tough eh?

blah, random crapping..

hmmm, i am hungry again..
actually i wanted to cook some campbell's, but i lost my cravings for it -.-
god dammit..
i am hungry !!
my stomach is growling lor, grrr..

oh ya, i finished watching both FMA and South Park..
i am so dead, now i have NOTHING to do -.-

heh, maybe i should give MapleStory another chance?
hmmm, we'll see about that..
that day i logged in and Icy said she missed me, hahahahahahaha..
it appears that all of their levels are pretty stagnent..
oh ya, and zZh got bored of Maple again, hahahahaha, i convinced him to come back and after he did i left Maple -.-
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh..

oh ya oh ya, and i had Fried Mars Bar for the first time today..
Fried Mars Bar with vanilla ice cream..
yes yes, i don't like milky stuffs.............................. but this shit is awesome!!!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!
i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it!
simply fantastic, the feeling..
ahhhh, i can taste it in my mouth, but it's freaking sinful..
heh, and someone has been slacking recently -.-
better start training again zzz

ok, now i am REALLY hungry -.-
think i'm gonna sleep off it this time..
tomorrow morning gonna wake up and go BBDC to top up my account!
otherwise i can't go for driving lessons -.-

and i'm still bloody not use to my specs, they make me a lil dizzy and stuff..
and i feel quite restricted, cause i have to lift up my head to look at stuffs, so it's not exactly the most convenient thing around -.-

k la, nef OUT!

nef is back!

wooo, i actually had seconds for dinner today!

oh ya, and i watched The Lake House and went window shopping today, it was great ;)


heh, i forgot to mention somethings in my previous post, the girl i was staring at, was 21 this year, and she didn't look like her when she's directly facing me, and i noticed that she was wearing heels..
she always gets blisters when she's wearing heels -.- hahaha, silly girl, that's why i don't really like her to wear heels.. but a girl has gotta get use to it eh? then you'll see her small lil' feet plastered up..
hahahaha..

yea, and on the way to dinner, i notice that the concrete mixer her dad drives was beside me, so i looked up, and... it really was her father!
heh, so i pulled out my phone and decided to sms her, "haha, your dad's beside me now.."
but i chose the wrong person to send to..
then i decided, that maybe i shouldn't, i'll just be wasting one of her sms..
she'll probably reply something like "ooo, i see" and then i won't reply..

any way, i am like really tired now, and i haven showered..
zzz, seriously don't feel like showering..
hmmm, should i shower tomorrow instead?

whatever la, later then decide..
i received my specs today


nice?


say CHEESE! "but... i don't like cheese!"

hahahaha, feeling lame now, and really tired..
and having yet another headache..
ZZZ, maybe i'll take a panadol before i sleep..
heh, finally nef's gonna take some medicine eh?

and the Zouk post, you guys have to wait patiently bah ;D
hahahaha, if you realised, i always postpone long posts =P

hahahahahahaha, and that bloody Li Guo Huang is making fun of a lil' cheena girl on tv..
IT'S SERIOUSLY FREAKING FUNNY!
like seriously!
hahahahahaha, making fun of her accent and all..
hahahahahahahahahaha..
god damn show keep making fun of people..
can't stop laughing..
hahahahahahahahahaha, seriously LOL! XD

kk, i go wash my bowl and decide what i wanna do next..
SEE Y'ALL!

yea, as i was saying..
hmmmmm, the concert, seriously sucked for me, cause there's this girl performing in front of me throughout the whole concert, she had her side face me throughout the whole and shit, and... ... her side view looks exactly like her..
sigh, then i was like staring at her throughout the whole thing..

hmmm, but it was quite... how should i describe it?
heartwarming when i saw my lil' bro and sis perform?
you'll sort of feel proud of them..

YOU GUYS DID GREAT ;D

haha, i was like, "mummy, why you never 痛哭流泪"
ok, and she ignored me -.-

actually, i was seriously tempted to take a picture of the girl, heh, but i resisted the temptation..

then after that we went home and me, mummy, daddy and granny went down to Boon Tong Kee for dinner!
i liked the food there and i ate ALOT!
so much that after that i felt like puking -.-
we had crab yee mee, fried tofu, kangkong and of course, chicken rice..
i like everything actually, they were greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!

ok, actually, i'm supposed to be doing the slides for our B Law presentation, but i'm blogging instead =x
heh, oook, now the slides are done, they're heading down to PS again, and YH suggested PC Bunk!
oook, I MISS MY MAPLE FRIENDS!
HERE I COME! ;D

i'll blog about Zouk tonight..
btw, it sucked and i got drunk..
and puked blood again -.-

hmmm, today i went for Boys' Brigade, i actually managed to wake up without much trouble!
heh, what a miracle, i was ready before everybody was!
wahahahaha, ok, that's really not much of an accomplishment -.-
but WHATEVER~!

heh, we had breakfast together before heading for parade..
everything was cool, expect when i mentioned about joining Primers, it appears that they are rejecting me, in a way..

Your poly's primer?
no, i don't want to join that..

HQ primer?
i'm not interested..

hmmm, well, i'll just go back and help out until Mr Wong notices and scolds them, hahahaha =P

had a chat with one of my boys today, well, he's got this 1 year relationship with a girl, and i gave him some advice, to prevent him from becoming like me yea?


well, i told him not to spend too much time, not to commit too much, and of course, DO NOT RESTRICT yourself..
otherwise, it'll be kinda hard to pick yourself up and start all over anew..


in other words, i was, pretty much, putting him down..
at least he agreed with me..

we're really too young to commit..
wonder when will be my next? heh..
not soon i guess, cause we're different from each other..


ok, i gotta go, so i'll make it snappy, the concert, was quite bad for me..
i'll explain it in details when i get back

TIME FOR ZOUK~
SEE Y'ALL!!!
tonnes of love :D

Friday, July 28, 2006 Reflective Journal(2) : After the event

On the day of the event, everything went out as planned, and everything proceeded rather smoothly. As the number of participants that signed up for our event was not as much as we anticipated, we were forced into lowering our prize money from $100 to $30. Luckily, the participants were all very cooperative and understood our situation, hence, it did no prove as much of a problem for us.

Overall, our team worked well together and the leader was able to delegate jobs effectively which in turn, helped the event to be carried out efficiently. All of our team members played an active role in making our event a success. We took turns to time and to be referees for the games. We created a table to help keep track of the games played, the games to be played, and the score of the games. This helped us a lot as we were able to keep track whilst games were on going, which helped the event run faster than expected.

The teams all played fair and showed sportsmanship, which was one of our aims of this event, to promote fair play and sportsmanship. Teams also showed great teamwork, which was also one of our aims for this event.

To summarize everything, the event was a success, and we were able to carry out the event as planned. We were also able to meet our aims with the event, to promote sportsmanship, fair play, and to promote teamwork amongst fellow students. Our team was well organized and we were able to carry out tasks according to our schedules. Furthermore, the team leader proved to be a great leader by delegating jobs effectively, which helped a lot in ensuring that the event was a successful one.

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heh, YH you owe me another one =x

hmmm, now i'm done with the report, i'm left the with the self-discovery post..
which is seriously lame, i know who i am, why the fuck do i need to "discover" myself -.-

and have to provide evidence..

seriously
fucked
up

whatever, i'm gonna post anything i can think of..

oh ya, and the 3rd assignment is a group assignment, so, i guess it's for our great team leader to complete!
hahahahahaha ;D


oh ya, btw, i don't like IE, and after patching it, i can conclude that i hate IE, cause, after patching that god damn thing, i cannot go into Mel..
which is completely fucked up, i only use IE to log into Mel to do my NP stuffs

_|_

ahhhhh, i am seriously bored..
i'm doing a report for my I&E events management now..

ok, it's overdue but who cares -.-
got do can le =x

oook, the rest of our class is in school doing project now, except me and bernard =P
we were too lazy to go school..
heh, i had a late night yesterday and had a few drinks..
again...

sigh, i'm seriously wasting my life away, i told myself to stay away from cigs, and whenever i'm smoking, i'm like scolding myself..
sheesh, but i still wanna smoke..
maybe it's because i had an arguement with her last night?
well, it's true you know, what flops said, "this kind of things, not say stop then can stop, furthermore, he's not addicted.. "
i guess there'll be a reason for everything?
and i drink like almost everyday this week, what... the... ... fuck ?!

drank again last night, well, we intended to go to ButterFactory, and we were late, so we had to pay for door charges, end up we went to Blu Jazz Cafe for a few drinks with the VR gang..
it was boring, we weren't really talking, i just sat there, drinking, looking at her..
it was bad, felt really miserable, especially during the car ride home..
i felt like a slump, completely, utterly miserable..

heh, i was thinking of tattoo-ing my back with a chinese word
恨
i was thinking of tattoo-ing it on my back, the top of it, near my neck..
hmmm, but then again, it'll be really obvious and my parents might notice it, so i was thinking, maybe it won't be that bad if it's on the top left corner of my back..
i don't know why, but i suddenly feel alot of hate, hate that's not directed at anybody..
hatred, levin said this before, hate is his fuel that keeps him going..

i don't wanna be like that, it'll only make me feel more miserable..
i hate myself for being so pathetic at times..

whatever, i really should be doing my report now, i have 3 assignments for tonight, god dammit..

hmmm, any way, last night sucked big time, at least for me..
i felt really... insignificant..
heh..

ok, i just updated my windows and my internet explorer..
i'm gonna restart my com now and continue with my report..
and if i've got the time, maybe look for a blogskin..
this skin is really fucked up, when i use IE, i realised that my chatbox is alllllll the way at the bottom -.-
it works fine with FireFox though, except that the chatbox'll overlap with my pictures if they're too big..

oh ya, and i finished watching the whole series of FMA already, including the movie..
i seriously like this anime alot, it kicks ass..
but the ending is really fucked up, thank god they made a movie which actually makes the ending a pretty good one :D

i guess i'd better restart my laptop now and get back to my work, seeya~!

sigh, after a few days, i finally went to read her blog, and realised quite a few things..
well, i didn't went to her blog cause i didn't have the courage, i don't wanna get hurt..
and when i went in, i got what i was asking for i guess..



• ¥Ï Ÿìñ¶ • Just one 너뿐인걸 says:
hmmm.. at least she is happy

kENNETH is feeling emo again, sigh says:
she is happy
but
am i?



yes, that was what i always told myself to get myself going, at least she's happy..
but after that beer session, i realised that..
while she's out with him, enjoying herself, saying i love you, i'm at home, feeling miserable..

just a little self-defence and i'm being a kid..
sigh, i'm having my usual headache again, and i'm drinking beer now..

hmmm, i guess i'm going to bed..

fuck everything

hmmm, had a chat with bernard today..
i realised that our class has quite a few..
hmmm, how should i say it?
guys with problems?

heh, it's like a masquerade, all of us, with a mask on..
if you know what i mean, a facade eh?

kevin's been having some problems too, but he doesn't really wanna talk about..
well, if he doesn't wanna talk about it, there's really nothing we can do right?
ahhh, and the usual people, me and levin?

luckily for me, i've got lotsa friends and of course, my dearest sister, to help pick me up..
seriously, our class have got fantastic people in it, they'll listen to your troubles and stuff..

you know, when we fall, we have to pick ourselves up..
people can help us, but ultimately, we'll need to climb up ourselves..
if you reject help, then you'll have to do it yourself, sigh, that's what i'm telling levin, he's been shunning himself for quite some time already..
hmmm, it aint easy, we all wanna help him, but he sorts of... rejects help..
it'll be tough, but we'll pull through ;D

yea, today nef is late for tutorial again -.-
not surprising la, but he turned up for B Law lecture!!!
SHOCKING RIGHT!
yea, i even took notes =x

hmmm, any way, today i took a longer route home, felt like taking pictures of the place for y'all to take a look..

heh, remember that day i decided to watch the sunset?
this is the place


the playground at my place


on the way home


hmmm, stairs..


my hideout


bird's eye view of it ;)

yea, it's my little "hideout"
i like the place alot..
i'll just lie on the bench and do nothing, look at the clouds, listen to some music..
sometimes it's good to slow down a little, and enjoy nature eh?
look at all the beautiful things Mother Nature made for us..
all of us are too caught up with our own lives to notice all the beautiful little things that are around us..

oook, enough bitching, nef is gonna go try and study a little now..
see y'all!

NEF IS HAPPY!

heh, damn happy :D

this saturday going back to Boys' Brigade!
it's been sucha long time since i last went back, sigh, was to engross in my...... so called "life"
but i guess, lost time can be made up for ;D

heh, i guess most of you won't understand how i feel bah, i really loved BB alot..
the day we passed out, was an extremely emotional one..

oh ya, hope zZh will accompany back :D
then it'll be ULTRA cool!

and, this saturday, besides BB, there's......
ZOUK!

muahahahahahahaha, HAPPENING =x

blah, i'm still on my bed, it's 11am i haven brush my teeth, nor have i prepared for my 12pm lesson..
heh, i just woke up only actually =p

btw, i love waking up to greetings :D
hahahaha, today morning i woke up to a nudge and a morning!
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

btw, i changed my nick to kENNETH is HAPPY! :D
and my friend thought i had a new gf..
BENJAMIN YOU MORON, YOU ACTUALLY FORGOT THAT LADY IN MY DISPLAY PICTURE IS MY SISTER!
*pulls out a humongous chopper*
DON'T RUN!

oh ya oh ya, and our Sony T3 became Sony Teh 3 last night =x

kk, nef is going to be late AGAIN..
SA YO NA RA!

ok, i decided to post before showering, any way, my brother is showering..

had Pastamania for dinner last night, hmmmmm, actually, i had no intentions of eating dinner, but LaLa's classmates, Tu Sha [ i don't know how to spell your name =x ] and Daniel wanted to have dinner, and they were fucking baking the bacon which smelt sooooo tempting, made me hungry like hell, so, kenneth gave in to his temptations and ate Bacon and Tuna, which wasn't as nice as what it smelt like, oh well, i love bacon~


and some how, a small speck of the sauce was able to fly onto my shirt's sleeve =.=

yeaaa, after that, we left and went to meet Levin, followed by Eugene and Ranald..
German beer totally kicks ass, it's the best beer i've ever had..

ok, what beer was it?

Paulaner Munchen


1st round!


ok, this is their menu, and i seriously think that the Chicken Fire Balls is a funny name, wonder which hen set them on fire?


Ranald, Eugene, Levin, and Kosta :D


nef and lala, who needs love when you've got sucha fantastic brother and sister =x
hahahahaha, and no, we are not incest _|_


i hate stout, but black is better than white, seriously..
they taste completely different, unique in their own special way i guess?


2nd rounds! Strawberry Margarita is levin's, White Lager is lala's, and Dark Lager is mine :D


unker medic, si pai kai levin, and the spoilt brat kosta

ok, kenneth was described as a monkey when he ran to the toilet..
hey, if you've ever drank alot of beer or alcohol, you should know how it feels, you'll feel like exploding, must seriously RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN to the toilet..

yea, after drinking, and chatting, which was a BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAST, we all went our seperate ways home..
me and my sis went to mackers for a quick bite, curly wirly fries, which was.. great, i don't really know why it tasted so nice at that moment -.-

we initially wanted to get some beers, but the beers 7-11 had wasn't the ones we wanted, oh well, so we didn't buy it T.T my 3rd round gone, but lala had a 3rd round at that place..

hmmm, on the way home..


going crazy on the way home


IMMA FIRE ENGINE :D

heh, i was like really bored and i looked around, stared on the ground, and said, let's take pictures lying there!
and we snap snap snap, took lotsa pictures..

ahhh, when we reached home, we were both pretty worn out..
so after a short rest, i took a shower and went to bed..

i woke up at 06 30 in the morning, lazyed in bed until close to 07 00, then prepared for my driving lesson, which was at 08 00..
i seriously wasn't looking forward to it, cause the day before, the lesson completely sucked, i drove like a complete floop.. hmmm, i don't really know why also..
but today's lesson, on the other hand, was seriously great, i drove well and everything, even though i got high last night, had very little sleep and was freaking tired..
and i fucking finally passed the whole of stage 1, which was one lesson more than i predicted..
i figured that the previous lesson sucked so much cause i was pretty nervous, the previous instructor had pretty high expectations, and today's instructor was quite a nice guy and stuff..
oh ya, and i was caught in a freaking traffic jam, 100mins per lesson, 15 mins wasted wait -.-
can't wait to try the S-course, looks fun..
driving is seriously fun, at least for now, i'm sure it'll become a norm eventually..
but who cares, i'm enjoying it now :D

when i reached home, i sat down and turned on my laptop, i thought i'd watch some SouthPark to keep myself awake so that i'll be able to attend the 12pm lecture, but ended up i fell asleep until 1pm+ woke up and had lunch and had to rush to my 2pm tutorial..

was waiting for the bus for like 5mins already, then the weather was freaking hot, and i was like, whatever, i'm going home for a cold shower..
and i walked back home..
hahahaahahahaha..
it was seriously good..
felt like heaven, didn't want to stop showering =x
hahahaha, but eventually i did, changed and made up my hair, changed contact lenses and headed out for school, and when i reached, they just finished the last question and me and YH left to meet Hui Jun at the school's bus stop, we celebrated our darling xiao hong dian's birthday today..
went to meet up with Levin and HuaCu at PS, those fuckers actually skipped tutorial to play in the arcade =.=
wtf..
they played awhile and we all left for dinner at Cafe Cartel..
hong hong opened his gift at that place..
took a few pictures, have yet to upload them, lazy =x

we talked a little, haha, it appears that HuiJun is still kinda scared of me..
hmmm, kenneth is a nice guy k =x
hahahahahaha, i was kinda shock when YiYing told me that HuiJun is scared of me =.=
what's there to be scared about =.=
i don't eat humans, although i like chop Chop CHOPPING! =P

any way, had dinner, then HuaCu and HuiJun left..
me, levin and yh went to a lan game shop and we played 2 rounds of dota, and we lost both rounds =.=

nothing much really, not that fun, and not that boring as well..
then went to meet lala at funan so we can go home together..
hmmm, levin suggested walking through fort canning park, he's like it's the hungry ghost festival, not scared ar?
and YH said, "you scared the ghosts take the cannons chase you ar?"
i tell you, it was freaking funny, especially the way he said it, we laughed out nuts out..

yea, and we walked until, some where near Funan, then we went our seperate ways..
met lala and went home, watched abit of tv, came upstairs with my laptop, chat alittle, blog alittle, took a shower, and back to blogging again..

think i'm gonna watch some FMA before i turn in tonight..
hmmm, Kevin asked me to go to school for soccer tomorrow morning at 8am..
i'm gonna set my alarm at 7am, if i manage to wake up then i'll go..
i'm like trying to excercise at least once a week, and i'm starting to train again =p
but i'll be damn shagged, today already not enough sleep mar..

oh ya, it's been decided, this saturday, it will be... ZOUK!
heh, only people with invites get to go, so too bad :D
hahahaha, me, levin, yh and lala will be going..
and free flow of house pours!!!
heh, time for more BEER!

oooook, FMA time..
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeya

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NEF IS HIGH!
hahahahahahahaha

WOOOOOOOOOOO
IT FEELS GOOD TO BE HIGH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

this is one of the few things i do when i'm bored, very Very VERY bored..

well, at least i can make a few people laugh with it..
hahahahahaha..

yea yea yea, and yes, i'm FINALLY gonna blog about the Chocolate Fondue Party..
cause i aint got anything better to do, i really like blogging, but long entries are quite a hassle to do eh? especially those with LOTSA peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeektures in it..


soooooooooooooooooooooooo, i present to you, the CHOCOLATE FONDUE PARTY!


that's the machine, chocolate, my phone and kevin's camera =.=

the machine looks really clean huh? dunno which poor fella cleaned it before it became like this..


the bottom looks kind of gross huh? it's even worse when you're wiping them off..

but never mind la :D cause now i good mood, hahahahaha..


that's jackson, he's a crazy guy.. and no, it's not the world cup


ladies at work, yes jackson, that includes you =x


ahhh, the chocolate in the making, i can taste it in my mouth.. just kidding


and the guys at... ... work? hahahahaha


HI JACKEY!


no jackson, i'm trying to take a picture of the fruits and stuff, not you


A demo from the LADIES!


the team that brought this event to action!


and the host and coordinator of this event! ME! muahahahahahaha, and photographer :D


more chocolate!


queue up kids


the.... anti-socials =.=


sociables :D


are you hungry?


SMILE JOHNNY BOY!


ahhh, the troubles of a female =x


he got high on chocolate


our chocolate fountain!


bird's eye view


alvin, or rather, pui pui =x


Jackson, Jackey, me, Shawn, ah jon [ clockwise ]


slackers at work


this is strange, a girl playing Winning 11


this is worse, she actually scored! and enjoyed the game, GOOD JOB YI YING! :D


GROUP PHOTO!


before they leave


it was fun


down the slope


on the way home


i know what they say about not looking back, but, one last glance ;D

the chocolate was great~

any way, i bought a new toothbrush, it's like really cool, it vibrates..
hahaha, i sound like a kid eh?
it runs on battery, and it feels really really strange when you stick it in your mouth..
brrrrrrrrr brrrrrrrrrr brrrrrrrrrr..

hahaha, yea, so that's that..
finally blogged about this party huh?

any way, i went for driving lessons today and i realised that my clutch control deproved alot..
maybe cause it's be quite long since i last drove..
hmmm, but never mind, i have another lesson tomorrow and the day after that..
i'm gonna rush through this whole thing and get it over with!
seriously can't wait to drive, hehehe, and all the late-night suppers i promised :D
nef remembers :D