sigh, after a few days, i finally went to read her blog, and realised quite a few things..
well, i didn't went to her blog cause i didn't have the courage, i don't wanna get hurt..
and when i went in, i got what i was asking for i guess..



• ¥Ï Ÿìñ¶ • Just one 너뿐인걸 says:
hmmm.. at least she is happy

kENNETH is feeling emo again, sigh says:
she is happy
but
am i?



yes, that was what i always told myself to get myself going, at least she's happy..
but after that beer session, i realised that..
while she's out with him, enjoying herself, saying i love you, i'm at home, feeling miserable..

just a little self-defence and i'm being a kid..
sigh, i'm having my usual headache again, and i'm drinking beer now..

hmmm, i guess i'm going to bed..

fuck everything