ahhhhh, i am seriously bored..
i'm doing a report for my I&E events management now..

ok, it's overdue but who cares -.-
got do can le =x

oook, the rest of our class is in school doing project now, except me and bernard =P
we were too lazy to go school..
heh, i had a late night yesterday and had a few drinks..
again...

sigh, i'm seriously wasting my life away, i told myself to stay away from cigs, and whenever i'm smoking, i'm like scolding myself..
sheesh, but i still wanna smoke..
maybe it's because i had an arguement with her last night?
well, it's true you know, what flops said, "this kind of things, not say stop then can stop, furthermore, he's not addicted.. "
i guess there'll be a reason for everything?
and i drink like almost everyday this week, what... the... ... fuck ?!

drank again last night, well, we intended to go to ButterFactory, and we were late, so we had to pay for door charges, end up we went to Blu Jazz Cafe for a few drinks with the VR gang..
it was boring, we weren't really talking, i just sat there, drinking, looking at her..
it was bad, felt really miserable, especially during the car ride home..
i felt like a slump, completely, utterly miserable..

heh, i was thinking of tattoo-ing my back with a chinese word
恨
i was thinking of tattoo-ing it on my back, the top of it, near my neck..
hmmm, but then again, it'll be really obvious and my parents might notice it, so i was thinking, maybe it won't be that bad if it's on the top left corner of my back..
i don't know why, but i suddenly feel alot of hate, hate that's not directed at anybody..
hatred, levin said this before, hate is his fuel that keeps him going..

i don't wanna be like that, it'll only make me feel more miserable..
i hate myself for being so pathetic at times..

whatever, i really should be doing my report now, i have 3 assignments for tonight, god dammit..

hmmm, any way, last night sucked big time, at least for me..
i felt really... insignificant..
heh..

ok, i just updated my windows and my internet explorer..
i'm gonna restart my com now and continue with my report..
and if i've got the time, maybe look for a blogskin..
this skin is really fucked up, when i use IE, i realised that my chatbox is alllllll the way at the bottom -.-
it works fine with FireFox though, except that the chatbox'll overlap with my pictures if they're too big..

oh ya, and i finished watching the whole series of FMA already, including the movie..
i seriously like this anime alot, it kicks ass..
but the ending is really fucked up, thank god they made a movie which actually makes the ending a pretty good one :D

i guess i'd better restart my laptop now and get back to my work, seeya~!