I just had a frigging bad day..
it's completely fucked up..
the whole day is shitty, the best part was when i met up with..
sigh.. i don't know how to address her.. she's someone i love, and she loves me too, we're not really together, yet not really seperated.. i had to wait for 5mins and decided to give this crappy senseless description of her, and i didn't even get to the fucking point.. sheesh..
any way, i know i still love her, when i see her, i had this huge urge to hug her, to hold her hand, but i just have to restrain myself, afterall, we've broken up.. i really enjoyed talking to her, actually, even if the both of us didn't chat at all, i'd still enjoy it..

any way, i'm really dirty and crappy now, i'm just gonna go take a shower and post later on..



btw, Germany vs Portugal now.. seriously, this is one fucked up match